Saturday, September 27, 2008

Mock

Ayo seiously I agreed that it is a stupid idea to cancel the Mock exams. It is the only period that we students will seat down & really put in our mind & soul to complete the paper. But some smart alex out there seems to find it meaningless, WHY? Just because they could manage their time at home & stay focus on their work doesnt meant that others can. It is practically selfish of them, to agree to the rather insensible petition that was raised by D.... W.. & B.... L.. of 4E2. While there are other souls out there who just cant be bothered & find it waste of time.

I agreed that the Mock can be a little tiring draining me off my energy , (it is true I m like always dosing away infront of my desk every night at 10.pm since the start of the mocks). But mocks does not give only bits & pieces but a whole big picture of how things will be like in 3 weeks time. So it is either take it or leave it.

If you chose to take your own medication and not the prescribed ones, than thats your choice. Life is fair, you have your options now , but just dont regret about the step u make when u r down with the side effects.

"Greatness comes at a price and it remains to be seen. It is whether you are willing to pay the price. " adapted form chronicles by NTU.

Namo Amitābha
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26 sep 2008
12.15 PM

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Prelims , the results are still acceptable, but it seems that there is still a long way to go.

Read a passage yesterday it is about IKs and humans. They shared common traits that is they survived by detestation and take joys in the bad luck of others, celebrate the death of others and live for the death of others. The passage describe in advance that man is fundamentally a bad lot, out for himself alone, displaying graces like affection and compassion only as learned habit.

Which I think is true, afterall this can easily be seen and felt. And as dates draws nearer some will turn into Iks , which are isolated in a ruined culture. In their absolute selfishness and incapacity to give anything away, they will eventually or would have already built up a new defence for themselves.

Think I had already scummb to complacency. I haven't really been as productive as what I had been in the past one month. haizz how ??

"Greatness comes at a price and it remains to be seen. It is whether you are willing to pay the price. " adapted form chronicles by NTU.

Namo Amitābha
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20 sep 2008
12.11 PM

Saturday, September 13, 2008

F1 coin

Haizz such a waste , I should not have came home so early on friday, after stupid bio P.1.

I should have went down to singapore Mint to get the F1 coin , it is so nice & cool. But expensive $282. I wanna the silver one , so rare, 20g of silver (coloured one)but gt $50 face value (usually 20g silver coins only have a face value of $10) , I want !!!!



hope that I can squeeze out the time take trip down buy the CUPRO-NICKEL one although it only have $2 face vaule & is not coloured, but it is better than nothing & it only cost $47 , haizzz



the more I think the more I want it haizzz.

Those interested can go see : http://www.singaporemint.com/default.php




ÿ©™ logging off with regrets :(

13 sep 2008

10.25 PM

Friday, September 12, 2008

Felt that my blog skin was too dull so decided to change it. To the blue one.
Today was like so different didnt study anything at all was slacking all day, coming online, staring into the computer. Till now still typing blog post hahhah . so blur nowadays like aimless sontong.

Bet people like thitipat, Ronald, Nichloas, jeremy & gang will be studying like siao le


Namo Amitābha
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8 sep 2008
11.10 PM

After Prelim

Feelings after Prelim - nothing special dunno why , although logically speaking I should feel relief but, I dont seems to. There is nothing special except I felt more free & not really better cause I didn't really put in & worry much so aya nvm.

Fiona & Qn (the one that worry so much) , srry to say but my answers are right. :)
As for those who wants the BBSS GCE "O" Preliminary Cheminstry MCQ answers they are as follow: ( Q1 to Q5, Q6 to Q10 , & so on .....)
ABCBB
BAACC
DCCBB
CDDCD
DBBBD
AADDA
ABCCB
DACCD

Think I did badly for the Biology Paper 1.
Flunk all the practicals & almost all the science practical 2 le..... haizzzz
E maths p.2 & A maths P.2 horrible so careless, haizzz

Maybe I should not think so much le, what is done, cannot be undo,so let it be lah.
Enjoy peace for 4 or rather 3.4 days & worry later.

o ya, highest for geography is dunno who but is 44 marks.

Namo Amitābha 感谢三宝加持。
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8 sep 2008
02.59 PM

Monday, September 8, 2008

Term 4 day 1- A maths Prelim Paper 2

Wrong - The word I use to describe today .
It started out in a wrong way, the A maths was wrong, I have not touched much on A maths neither did I studied other stuff, I think I watch too much TV & sleep too much liao!& I filled in too much wrong answers le.

Question number -A maths Evaluation - marks deducted

1 - I was dumb enough to think singular matrix as 1. It is 0. so -2 m
6d - until now still no idea blank -1 m
7ii - what is defined ?? I left it blank - 1m
7 iv - I dont really know how the 9 prop out - 2m
7b - I gave up so blank -3m :(
9c - I know it was take 9b answer multuiply by 2 but I thought later
but later didnt come so it was blank - 3m ;(
9d - Any o how do one -2m
10bi - how to show blank -2m
10biii- Stupid question , I thought I multiply wrongly then didnt contine - 3m ;(
11f - co ordinates I thought of vectors which I am sure will
solve the problem but the time seems to be going against me so blank - 2m
12a on the whole - stupid I start to get nervous & thats it - 2m
12b - dunno la drew the thing & any o how answer so - 2m

Never before was there so many blanks on my paper , I think I need time management.
Total : 25 marks gone there goes my A1 bye bye.

Hope that A2 is still there, I want a high one pls.....

Ronald happy liao hor, clear anaylsis of my results - 25m , (still excluding all the ayo this not nice that not sweet marks that L is going to deduct) . {-} _ {-}
& by the way pls hor dont return me my 10 dollars keep for now cause I realise that it is better for you to keep the money on my behalf , or else I have spent the $10 you just return me ._<

Haizz this means 3.571428571 off my average. Never I should never let this kind of kalapa fraught like stuff happen to me . This is the worst A maths paper.

Namo Amitābha
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8 sep 2008
11.42 PM



Thursday, September 4, 2008

Food for thought 2






Yesterday my borther wanted to try his home econs stuff thus my mum also joined in to try baking bread. Not bad la, the results bread is soft , still acceptable la, can be consumed. only dunno why hor gt that yeast smell.


& below is the horrible state of my table & cupboards.

GM food - Food for thought

After so many days , finally I have come up with something to write.
Thanks to the show I watch yesterday & the one that introduce me to watch the show, for helping me revise geo hahhah.

Before I start lets make it clear first, i dont want to end up being called to the police station or finding a lawyers letter in my letter box, or other negative stufff, afterall the following content , are just some information adopted from a TV programme.

Monsanto , ( wonder am I doing advertisement for free for them ??? or blemishing them ???)

A Multi-national company(MNC) that controls 80% of the worlds trade of Genetically Modified Food sources or rather seeds, with annual turn over of 70 billion dollars (US, if i am not wrong).

This is not the thing. But they have come up GM food , that are though till now have yet to produce any negative results on human beings, which I hope & believes is true,afterall sooner or later we will be consuming them. But scientifically it is proven that, it might be harmful.

An experiment has been carried out by scientists. Whereby rats, has been fed with GM food for three months. At the end of the three months, it was found that their kidneys have gained weight significantly , and their livers have reduce in weight. This showed that toxic has been accumulated in their bodies. However MNC has stressed that through its experiments with GM , it is totally safe for human consumption, although most of the GM crops are used for feeding cattles.

Moreover scientist or rather biologist worried that the pollen grains from GM food might pollute the nature species, which GM producers replied that a baffle zone could be set up around the fields to prevent this from happening as pollen grains does not have the capability to travel over long distances.But scientist says this is not enough as during the transport processes , the pollen grains would have been scattered about.

Also there are MNC scientist that have quit as they do not agree to the way Monsanto does things & researches things. One of those who has quit has also staed that GM genes are extremely unstable & thus will mutate, and that he was not allowed to reveal that, as monsanto has asked these scientist to shut up on the information.

Furthermore,they have make the GM seeds impotent making farmers pay to buy seeds from them every year, calling the price farmers paid to be patent rights and research& inevention fees.

Now I better say some good stuff before GM food companies comes after me.
GM food resolves the problem of food shortages , makes plant resistant to water deficeint soil , allow plant to adapt to rather extrem climate, uses less insecticides.

But all the above is not what I like most of the show.Itis some of the phrases in the show that I liked.

We should respect Earth, soil, plants and nature and mot move on or modify too quickly. Nature should have its own course. & I agree that as consumers or politicians, we should help farmers involved in organic agriculture which is the right path to take , by purchasing their products. Afterall humans have the power to change things and correct situations.

once again P.S this post is not to direct faults or criticise any people or companies. It only serevs as a platform to of an internet diary.

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4 sep 2008
11.42 PM

Friday, August 29, 2008

Teachers Day 08

Haizzz today boring teachers day, show no nice, games no fun , whole process is so boring. Then saw a whole bunch of 4E3 crowding to ask mrs lim marks,haizz no wonder I was thinking huh what was the commotion about but I didnt bother, so I didnt really go.

then came my reporters telling me ....... (abt my marks la) which I shall not believe , afterall I think I have been cheated twice liao le. First time 07 SA2 , she said u did badly than turn out a A.
Second time, o u did well la, then turn out only a low B3. I was -_-lll

Then went west mall with RL, NL , lilin, Shimin, Christine. Wah the journey is really hor tiring one. I shall not dwell on but , my comment is that they are even worst than me.

& realise something dunno why gifts in the market nowadays are so targeted towards christians,
can't even find anything decent free thinker or suitable for other religion.

Dunno why feeling so giddy now. Its been a long time since I felt this feeling. Maybe I am going to fall sick le haizz nvm , my brother is sick le, down with fever.

Nvm la go sleep le
by the way ronald ar stop your i win u , u win me thinggy very boring leh, but dont try to change tatic cause , I have no interest to play with u. U r nt my cup of tea for this game.

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28 August 2008
10.55 PM

Thursday, August 28, 2008

My aunty called yesterday & she asked for the number from my mother again hahhah, because she forgotten le, so naturally I fordo with the old one & gave her a new one .

Ok now lets go back to the main idea, I am here to complain hahhah
What on Earth are the teachers up to huh ??? Tommorrow end school at 3p.m. ???
Since when they like to see us so much one ??huh ???
NVM la

& Prelim may be is not my cup of tea, it is like those teh o , those ang mo teh that needs to add sugar & milk, taste so unatural & ugly. I dont really seems to be performing although I studied (except for physics , which I have only manage to study like 2 weeks b4 hand so more or less I forget le). haizz

I dont seems to be worrying alot now adays, may be it is a bad thing not to worry so much.

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28 August 2008
3.04 PM

Monday, August 25, 2008

A late call

5 minutes ago my 4th aunty called, the one whom I think I am most close with,afterall she was the one whom I think is the one who treat me better, although it might not really be, as usual she wanted to find my mum. I told her she was bathing .



& dunno why she started asking me, ehh yew cheng ar u sec 4 le right ? ya, ooo . there it goes la all abt results , ar what is your usual class position. (heheh want to know wait long long I tell u , if I tell u , u will go around to the third follow by the fifth, & alll those uncles, saying ayo u all dunno ar, her son hor how ..... , which I am actually not , so forget abt it ) (my answer is o sometimes they dont print it one so I oso dunno hahhah) Then she stop le



& I ask her o r u at home or at cousins house , I call mother call u after she finish bathing.



Then suddenly comes her gambling addict, she asked me for 4 numbers, & dunno why I gave her this. 4358



Now here I am regretting die le why give so ugly number later she misunderstand, I scolding her " Si San Ba " how +=+ ???
Nowadays I seems like not using my brain to think, before I speak haizzz



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25 August 2008
10.52 PM
Haizzz today's A maths was like -_-llll
I was so careless , thus, i was like kept repeating this question, that question & .... -_-lll
I spent like almost 15 minutes for the 1st question & I was like die le sure die de. First question already like that le, then behind what will happen.

In the end I dunno how to do 3 questions.lost 18 marks at least. Dunno if that L; L will see this not nice minus 1 mark, that one ugly mius 3 mark a not??? hahhah

But more importantly hope that I had not been so careless in the pass 2 hours thats all or else whatever effort I had put in would just go to waste.

& 老天是公平的,只要自己进了力, 一切的一切也不再那么重要。。。。。。。。

还有Ronald Lam , 7 to 1 is not call fair. Don't put words in the heaven's mouth.
If you really consider 7 to 1 fair maybe you can ask mrs lim to give u 1 out of 100. Cause u study alot le, so definately u will score higher, to ensure fairness u only deserve 1 mark. that is fair Right???


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25 August 2008
1219 PM

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Dunno what to update about, online nowadays are like so boring everyone is mugging so hard, Jeremy staying up till 12 midnight yesterday calling me when I was just about to go into my deep slumber.

As for the prelims, I would say , I am stupid. Making so much careless mistakes here & there. How on earth can potassium maganate(VII) change from purple to colourless -_-lll nvm la thats part of it only . & stupid of me, physics pratical , can u imagine I have repeated my wonderful light experiment three times , in the end , finding myself struggling with the plotiing of graph etc...... just because of all those stupid lights, I was trying to find out how on earth to get magnified image, & blur of me to actually measure the distance of the base of the grid paper to the & haizz still gt alot la.

Anyway life still goes on.....

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23 August 2008
1144 PM

Friday, August 15, 2008

GCE "O" Level Englsh Oral Exam

Haizz today, I feel quite good after English Oral, although I know I might not really do well afterall I know where I should stand. But I could say that I have given my best. Though there are one two regrtes . 1 not talking fast & cohesively enough. 2 ideas are not coming as fast as how they should be coming.

But overall though the two examiners are not that encouraging & attentive , somemore trying to eat infront of me.... But my eyes managed to stop her hahhah.

But dunno why I seems to be more calm today, & I sort of the asked quite alot of questions. There is like a power gushing up in me, dunno why hahhah.

They said that I was speaking too long but who cares, though I am not speaking very well but nvm le. I have given everything.

I only hoped that I will not be let down today . 千里之行始于足下。

Special thanks to those who has wished me well. :)

Next Big thing is the prelim, I am not prepared yet !!!! OMG

NVM le

願消三障諸煩惱,願得智慧真明了,普願罪障悉消除,世世常行菩薩道
南无釋迦牟尼佛,南无当来下生弥勒尊佛,南无阿彌陀佛
感谢三宝加持。

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15 August
0.544 PM

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

GCE "O" level Chinese results

Finally I would say 雨过天晴, my long wait is finally over le ....

After Mr Queck says you may go I was like , erm mr queck u settle all these yourself hor than I scrambble down le, & if I wasnt wrong I was the first one down there for our class.

Then saw the whole role of (1) I was like wah, the school did so well ar then o is that one hahhah .
a (1) & (D)

I am quite pleased today la. Anyway there are quite a few shocks here & there . Both pleasant & shocking ones. felt quite sad & wasted for some people. But this is like a force it will push some people to greater heights for sure.

But nvm Chinese is finally over, at least I can have a good night sleep. hope that there would not be any stupid dreams coming to interrupt me again. hahhah

English oral is on the way hahhah woinder what will happen.


願消三障諸煩惱
願得智慧真明了
普願罪障悉消除
世世常行菩薩道

南无釋迦牟尼佛,南无当来下生弥勒尊佛,南无阿彌陀佛
感谢三宝加持。

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12 August
04.45 PM

Sunday, August 10, 2008

NDP & Olympics two programmes like waste my time. Cause dunno why i just sit down there & dont bother about my homework le haizzz still gt physics. & I doubt I would bother touching the A maths le. But Olympics opening ceremony was seriously good la. The fire works the dance are not bad or rather fantastic.

Have not even started S.s revision yet haizz dunno what to do.

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10 August 08
11.42 AM

Saturday, August 9, 2008

1 or 2 or even worse ????

Haizz, so far 4 person have dream about chinese "O" results le. This is what we see in our dreams.

Jeremy
He saw his results it was a B dunno what & he also woke up immediately after looking at the results.

Hui Shan
She dreamt that she recieved the reults slips & saw a B4 , then she wake up le.

Myself 2 times .
1st time was the night before school reopen. Dreamt about Ronald getting A1 starting to critisie me , as I got B4. -_-llll
2nd time was sometime last or last last week, dreamt that I was standing outside the general office noticeboard with others crowding around. When I finally managed to squeeze in it was a B3 or 4 so scary. The whole scene appeared to be so real.

But for both dreams I wake up after looking the results it was like -_-lll.

Ronald on the other hand got this auspicious dream that he got A1 & was running around the school like mad . hahhah maybe that might happen. (I mean that he runs around like mad :))

There is two common factor except for Ronald. We all woke up after seeing the results, & the omen was rather bad with all the stupid, obstructing Bs appearing here & there.

Trying to make more such dreams but the more I try the more this dream won't happen.

Seriously I hoped that this Tuesday comes sooner, as fast as possible. Afterall 夜长梦多, let the results come as it is better than having us to think about it all day long to a extend that we even dream about it in our slumber.

Best wishes to all those recieveing their results this tuesday.
& dont get to traumatise or happy, wether it is good or bad. As well as you know that you have given your best , then its Ok le. Afterall there's still English oral , coming in our way.
有时候过程比终点更加重要, 只要进力就行了。

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9 August 08
National Day
1.56 PM

Friday, August 1, 2008

Haizzz yesterday dunno what happened, so unlucky.

After eating lunch, when i was standing up mounvering out from the bench, I accidentally or rather dunno how on earth stepped onmy bag the sling that part. Then i experience unequal moments, haizzz stepped on it harder, then "POMP" the whole bench collaspe. Luckily Agnes was there for me to press on (thanks & sorry for pressing so hard). But haizz dunno why, nichola's bag fall & somehow I think the bench fell on the plastic joint of the bag & the joint gave way. The bag was considered 'fractured' & that's it. Sorry.

Tests nowadays are like drinking water, everyday also need to have. Haiz but they are really really very diffcult for me to swallow. Dunno why whenever I recieve the results, I seems to have immue to the shock le, I just feel sad thats all nothing else no joy. Dunno why I thought I am numb le . hahhah.

Though I might not hit target but still looking forward to the 12 August 2008. Because finally I would say that I am mentally prepared le (I hopped) to face the music, be it good or bad.

This was what my mum said , nvm la as well as u have tried your best got A1 or not for chinese NVM. Guess what I replied my mother in dialect.

I dont care if i didnt get the A1, I will jump down if i dont get the A1 hahhah. Then she stop le. & starting to coax me nvm nvm you will get your A1 one. hahhah haiz maybe I am getting insane le, I really didnt mean to say that to her but dunno why it just came out of my mouth. ( & dont be silly I dont even intend to do that)


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1st August 2008
农历七月初一
5.30 PM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Haiz donno what to say I was in a bad mood after chinese all thanks to RONALD LAM WEN CHUAN & JEREMY HAU WEN XIN . They are horrible people. I was sitting down there allowing them to target & shoot right in my face. NVM I forgive them. Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one getting burned. so what for retaliate ? 渊源相报何时了?

& I will answer all their questions: why am i not going to see a doctor for my hands. Its simple not because i am poor or anything, its just that i dont want. Why should I have to consume antibiotics or something for my skin huh ??? & I have got a new oinment, it is working, so what for huh???

Do not overrate what you have received, nor envy others。Thats all. But RONALD LAM WEN CHUAN & JEREMY HAU WEN XIN dont try to push your luck any further I am warning you two le.

& sorry to Christina for shooting the water to you.

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29July08
7.30 PM

Sunday, July 27, 2008

A stupid call from someone i dont want to hear or see

汽死人了! That stupid 堂姐(why am i still adressing her in such a good manner???)of mine she thought she what, commander ar?! huh



This is how she address people, when she dial up my house: Hello, are you YC or TH ? (I was like who on earth are u so 没大没小没礼貌。 Then i remember it was her that at

atrocious girl , woman?? anything. you thought u what ar huh big so what )



I replied YC



Using a commanding tone she said : O YC good go down in 5 mintues time to take some stuff from pehpeh ( should be uncle but that was what she always say nvm) ( I was like wah u thought i what maid is it, I have no interest in durians neither am i interested in mangosteen so why do i have to go down?)



Then she ask Ok ? No choice i replied OK



Then she put down the phone how rude can she be? If you dont feel like calling u can dont call one, let your brother call la, like so 勉强like that or ask your horrible mother to call la.



Stupid 琇慧 , ( i know u smart so what ) you are really a B***** , horrible atrocious, women.

Please dont call my house or appear infront of me. you are really really a pain in my neck.



Nvm next time if you guys organise anymore gatherings see what i will do . hahhahh horrible people.



我不是好欺负的!!!!Incorrigible family always causing problems for me and my family.





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27 July 08

6.53 P.M