3+ hours more, and the clock will strike 12 mid-night, drawing an end to this irregular chapter. Hope that, next year would be a better one, a smoother one, a more enjoyable one, and more importantly a fruitful one.
2010 There's a dream, a mission, a challenge, a barrier and a exam waiting for me to fullfill, accomplish, tackle, overcome and complete..............................
希望明年会更好. 百尺竿头,更上一层楼
感恩三世诸佛,一年来的加持
My wish for 2010
- Be able to obtain a presentable A level cert
- Chinese & PW will be something pleasing to my eye
- Able to enter my dream course in uni
- Calm down
- Attend a Buddha consecration ceremony
- Perhaps excersie more
- Get more organized & efficient
- Have a nice year end trip overseas
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Yr 2009 Part 3
January
- “O” level release
- Malaysia shopping
- Lots of considerations, dilemma, choosing, postings
Feburary
- 2nd Feb. first day of JC life….. (Seriously I was abit lost back then…..)
- Stellar Evolution, Orientation theme. I should have enjoyed it, but somehow I wasn’t really in the mood back then. Can’t blame anything. The sequence of events, took me by surprise.
March
- First CIP at YMCA
- Horribly packed holiday
April
- HSK, the cert would have been nicer, if my photo was there. Lols
May
- No idea what happened.
June
- Viet gang 1st anniversary :)
- My first time going to Malaysia by public transport.
- That “memorable “CIP, that took me weeks to finish. Zzzz haha
July
- Mid year
August
- SPA & more spas, think I flung Chem horribly…….. but it’s over. What is done is done.
September
- Stress & more stress
October
- Promos
November
- Weeks of preparation for PW…….. meanwhile comforting myself that it is ending soon. Haha. Don’t know how bad I will fare but I know I tried my best :)
- Chinese, not much preparation. I felt abit underprepared to a great extend. The rest leave it to heaven’s will. But people out there should know what I have longed for.
December
- Probably the most fruitful holiday ever. But homework wise is abit undone.
- Taiwan trip 4-9th , awesome. I want more eco trips ^^
- Acid Camp
- Pharamacy Camp, not bad J
- Metro SIF at sengkang Compass Point, abit sian
I missed, 4E3
Those times, Shi min helping me with math ,infront of me, fiona joking beside me, Parveen behind me. Jeremy going home with me, chating on the bus trip down Toh Tuck, Ronald & his character, Nicholas & his muggish character, Chih Kiat & Ming Sheng sitting down there quietly, Clive’s jokes that never fail to liven up the atmosphere, lili and her bubbly actions. Mrs Lim & her acidic words. Mrs Ooi & her, I repeat again. Mdm Teoh & her always big geographical actions. Miss Tan & her Chinese lessons.
Viet gang
The days in Vietnam, shopping, sightseeing, haggling, eating etc…. Enjoyable & memorable.
These were the innocent days, where stress and its effects were considered mild.
喧闹的都市中,一切早一尘埃落定.
今年不是没有后悔,但我知道我以尽力了
- “O” level release
- Malaysia shopping
- Lots of considerations, dilemma, choosing, postings
Feburary
- 2nd Feb. first day of JC life….. (Seriously I was abit lost back then…..)
- Stellar Evolution, Orientation theme. I should have enjoyed it, but somehow I wasn’t really in the mood back then. Can’t blame anything. The sequence of events, took me by surprise.
March
- First CIP at YMCA
- Horribly packed holiday
April
- HSK, the cert would have been nicer, if my photo was there. Lols
May
- No idea what happened.
June
- Viet gang 1st anniversary :)
- My first time going to Malaysia by public transport.
- That “memorable “CIP, that took me weeks to finish. Zzzz haha
July
- Mid year
August
- SPA & more spas, think I flung Chem horribly…….. but it’s over. What is done is done.
September
- Stress & more stress
October
- Promos
November
- Weeks of preparation for PW…….. meanwhile comforting myself that it is ending soon. Haha. Don’t know how bad I will fare but I know I tried my best :)
- Chinese, not much preparation. I felt abit underprepared to a great extend. The rest leave it to heaven’s will. But people out there should know what I have longed for.
December
- Probably the most fruitful holiday ever. But homework wise is abit undone.
- Taiwan trip 4-9th , awesome. I want more eco trips ^^
- Acid Camp
- Pharamacy Camp, not bad J
- Metro SIF at sengkang Compass Point, abit sian
I missed, 4E3
Those times, Shi min helping me with math ,infront of me, fiona joking beside me, Parveen behind me. Jeremy going home with me, chating on the bus trip down Toh Tuck, Ronald & his character, Nicholas & his muggish character, Chih Kiat & Ming Sheng sitting down there quietly, Clive’s jokes that never fail to liven up the atmosphere, lili and her bubbly actions. Mrs Lim & her acidic words. Mrs Ooi & her, I repeat again. Mdm Teoh & her always big geographical actions. Miss Tan & her Chinese lessons.
Viet gang
The days in Vietnam, shopping, sightseeing, haggling, eating etc…. Enjoyable & memorable.
These were the innocent days, where stress and its effects were considered mild.
喧闹的都市中,一切早一尘埃落定.
今年不是没有后悔,但我知道我以尽力了
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Monday, December 21, 2009
Yr 2009 part 2
There’s something I have been doing throughout this year – rejecting, declining and turning down people. Be it 4E3 gatherings, 09s02 outing, AMS outing, Wen Xin’s cum Jeremy gatherings, Ronald’s meetings, Chih Kiat's request, my mum request to go out with her, wedding invitations etc……..
I have rejected all sorts of things to that extend that I feel quite awkward and pai seh nowadays.
Am I really like out of time? Perhaps yes or rather things, incidents, request and events always comes clashing together, to the extent that sometimes I don’t really know how to choose between where I should be. On top of that, prioritizing PW seems to make things worse. Sometimes I really wished to have been able to meet & catch up with KH, Jeremy & Ronald more frequently. But things usually don’t really go according to my will.
Perhaps, give & take that will be the answer to the various choices in life...........................
近善近美,有时还真难
I have rejected all sorts of things to that extend that I feel quite awkward and pai seh nowadays.
Am I really like out of time? Perhaps yes or rather things, incidents, request and events always comes clashing together, to the extent that sometimes I don’t really know how to choose between where I should be. On top of that, prioritizing PW seems to make things worse. Sometimes I really wished to have been able to meet & catch up with KH, Jeremy & Ronald more frequently. But things usually don’t really go according to my will.
Perhaps, give & take that will be the answer to the various choices in life...........................
近善近美,有时还真难
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Yr 2009 part 1
今年这一切的一切,大致上就和作文里写的一样,”并非一言两语或笔墨所能表达的”. 但毕竟经一事长一智,这一大堆我心中所谓的结数,让我体会了很多,领悟了不少 --亲情的无价, 友情的可贵.
人生,起浮不定,跌到了就要懂得如何让自己再趴起来.因为如果没有这样做, 谁也救不了自己. 唯有靠自己的意志与决心,才可能为自身创造奇迹,让天上的乌云散去,盼到那道曙光.
从年头被那个突如其来的巨浪打翻后,掉入了一个无底洞, 难免无法接受这个残酷的事实.失落难耐, 但更痛的是不能将自己的神色表露. 可能是太爱面子,我就是不想让人看到我内心深处的一面.但是可能是打击真的太大了, 我最终于忍不住 _ 了.当时不知为何, 我很怕, 很伤心. 可是回家后,我只能当作这一切都没发生过.幸好, 家里风平浪静, 否则我真的是不知如何是好 ...................
最终,打了个湾,回到了原点.起先还真的像只无头苍蝇乱撞,也不太喜欢自己所身处的环境. 但可能是”日久生情”,我开始容入周遭的一切,开始领悟其中真谛.
“一切的一切, 早以有了属于它的归宿. 冥冥中一切, 早以有了属于它的定数. 与其怨天尤人,不如好好珍惜眼前当下, 因为日后想想,上天的安排不只是考验或巧合,而是富于原因的.”
P.s wrote this out during phramacy camp, inside the hostel, a good place to reflect & ponder. Part 2 will be out after i finish my draft 2 haha
人生,起浮不定,跌到了就要懂得如何让自己再趴起来.因为如果没有这样做, 谁也救不了自己. 唯有靠自己的意志与决心,才可能为自身创造奇迹,让天上的乌云散去,盼到那道曙光.
从年头被那个突如其来的巨浪打翻后,掉入了一个无底洞, 难免无法接受这个残酷的事实.失落难耐, 但更痛的是不能将自己的神色表露. 可能是太爱面子,我就是不想让人看到我内心深处的一面.但是可能是打击真的太大了, 我最终于忍不住 _ 了.当时不知为何, 我很怕, 很伤心. 可是回家后,我只能当作这一切都没发生过.幸好, 家里风平浪静, 否则我真的是不知如何是好 ...................
最终,打了个湾,回到了原点.起先还真的像只无头苍蝇乱撞,也不太喜欢自己所身处的环境. 但可能是”日久生情”,我开始容入周遭的一切,开始领悟其中真谛.
“一切的一切, 早以有了属于它的归宿. 冥冥中一切, 早以有了属于它的定数. 与其怨天尤人,不如好好珍惜眼前当下, 因为日后想想,上天的安排不只是考验或巧合,而是富于原因的.”
P.s wrote this out during phramacy camp, inside the hostel, a good place to reflect & ponder. Part 2 will be out after i finish my draft 2 haha
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Holidays
It's been quite sometime since my last post.
Was in taiwan from 4- 9th december, then went acid camp from 11- 13 december and my sort of vacation from homework was wrapped up with NUS Xperience pharmacy camp.
Taiwan trip,although it was my 2nd trip there, with chih kiat, mdm teo and the group was awesome & memorable. I cant call it a shopping trip, but somewhat it is like one. Nonetheless there's eco parts also, with journeys up & down the hills to dye cloths ourselves with natural blue dye, going to geo areas of Yeliu, visiting charcoal meuseum to learn more about charcoal making & its beneficial properties, roaming through a orchid nursey viewing various kinds of orchids & got a catus as gift :) and lastly organic farms with passionate farmers striving to make a difference with thier organic products. Then those marvellous shopping areas, ximending, shihlin,damshui,Shengkeng tofu street,Taipei 101 etc...................which we refused to part with. China airlines was not as bad as I thought, service was okay,other than the confusing TV spoil part, take offs & landings were ultra smooth (probably the smoothest I have ever had!).But food served on board was rather bad. curry fish rice there, and soya fish rice back............ make me pukish. lols. Overall, trip was fun , enjoyable & successful :)
Acid camp 09, half the 09S02 was there, with some 4E3 people. Decided to be late, because I was rather tired from the taiwan trip.My role as a station master for cups & stacks and ball & dunno wat, was okay. Decided to MIA for first nite, by going back home to rest. 2nd nite was simply fun. Mass dance, everyone was crazy. People possessed LOLs. Everyone was like going all out to have fun :) Was carried up in the air. haha
NUS Xperience pharmacy camp, was enjoyable for me. Apex- thats my group 1 , which is also my group. Thee leactures was abit dry, but informative. The lab seesions were really fun and a brand new exposure. Made our own medicine !! YEAH! Charcoal pills, cream, medicine syrup. Cool :) but sadly we were not able to keep those medicine made. Games were also different from what we played in normal games. The OGLs must have put in lots of effort ^^. Accomodation was at Ridge View Residents, nus hostel. One person per room, room was small & very very dusty. Had flu on the second day, took medcine , and ended up being drowsy. The certificate was so proffesional & nice . Overall the experince was an intersting one :)
Apologies for knocking off like a dead pig and not being able to wake up and open the door.
Alrights, thats more or less for my holidays. Photos another day perhaps. Currently doing my relections and summary for the year. Left with lots of undone homework.
如果可以,我希望从新来过......
Was in taiwan from 4- 9th december, then went acid camp from 11- 13 december and my sort of vacation from homework was wrapped up with NUS Xperience pharmacy camp.
Taiwan trip,although it was my 2nd trip there, with chih kiat, mdm teo and the group was awesome & memorable. I cant call it a shopping trip, but somewhat it is like one. Nonetheless there's eco parts also, with journeys up & down the hills to dye cloths ourselves with natural blue dye, going to geo areas of Yeliu, visiting charcoal meuseum to learn more about charcoal making & its beneficial properties, roaming through a orchid nursey viewing various kinds of orchids & got a catus as gift :) and lastly organic farms with passionate farmers striving to make a difference with thier organic products. Then those marvellous shopping areas, ximending, shihlin,damshui,Shengkeng tofu street,Taipei 101 etc...................which we refused to part with. China airlines was not as bad as I thought, service was okay,other than the confusing TV spoil part, take offs & landings were ultra smooth (probably the smoothest I have ever had!).But food served on board was rather bad. curry fish rice there, and soya fish rice back............ make me pukish. lols. Overall, trip was fun , enjoyable & successful :)
Acid camp 09, half the 09S02 was there, with some 4E3 people. Decided to be late, because I was rather tired from the taiwan trip.My role as a station master for cups & stacks and ball & dunno wat, was okay. Decided to MIA for first nite, by going back home to rest. 2nd nite was simply fun. Mass dance, everyone was crazy. People possessed LOLs. Everyone was like going all out to have fun :) Was carried up in the air. haha
NUS Xperience pharmacy camp, was enjoyable for me. Apex- thats my group 1 , which is also my group. Thee leactures was abit dry, but informative. The lab seesions were really fun and a brand new exposure. Made our own medicine !! YEAH! Charcoal pills, cream, medicine syrup. Cool :) but sadly we were not able to keep those medicine made. Games were also different from what we played in normal games. The OGLs must have put in lots of effort ^^. Accomodation was at Ridge View Residents, nus hostel. One person per room, room was small & very very dusty. Had flu on the second day, took medcine , and ended up being drowsy. The certificate was so proffesional & nice . Overall the experince was an intersting one :)
Apologies for knocking off like a dead pig and not being able to wake up and open the door.
Alrights, thats more or less for my holidays. Photos another day perhaps. Currently doing my relections and summary for the year. Left with lots of undone homework.
如果可以,我希望从新来过......
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Har chooooooo ................ sneezing like siao ytd. Today, I am really feeling sick le. Went to see doctor, and was prescribed with antibiotics. Hope that I will be absolutely well and fine this coming friday & I don't fall ill at TW. That's the last thing I want- to be sick on fri or in TW.
Slept almost throughout today le. sneezy..........
身心安康
Slept almost throughout today le. sneezy..........
身心安康
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