Today was the most terrible day. 8 am all the way to 5 with no breaks at all. No recess, no lunch. Horrible ordeal. On top of that I am in sort of a emo mood today& those horrible tests are dam diffcult!

WR is getting more & more troublesome. People are complaining that I 霸占 the teacher for too long. Please get things right! I am only at AE, not ME!Don't be like snakes that eats the elephants.Anyway, things dun really seems to be going the way I thought it would have been. Neither is it flowing the way we like.

I just want OP to pass ASAP.Like what I told CaiLing after OP the feeling would be like 脱离苦海.

Sometimes, I just feel that I have wasted this year. & seriously, I hate this year. Its like very sad & unproductive. From the start of the year. But 1 more term, I hope I will get through this ordeal and pass on to the next phase of life. & I look forward to the cca trip. Just wish that promos will get me promoted & let me enjoy my holiday.

I need a break. A long and enjoyable one.

希望是苦进甘来, 雨后有彩虹

Abundance mentality......................... It just sets me thinking........................... Is it really happening? Or is it another phrase whereby humans created?

Emo.........

Just being scrutinised by mayvin, ling rong , jessie & cai ling. Shlould go home le. But aya who cares la. Actually by the looks of it, I should count myself lucky le. Although I can't say that my group is the best ones. But at least people still gets along & things still gets going. & at least we are not like some groups & some of those horrifying teammates that I have heard of.

Talked abit about class. Yup I missed 4E3, miss tan, mrs lim, mrs Ooi, mdm teoh......... jeremy, ronald, wen xin, pei jun (should not but I just dont really see her that frequently!)nicholas &..............S02,like what I said, is fun class to be in, not as stresss as 01 thats all.

PW seems to be fun when we joke around. But the grades and comments on the first page makes it taste horrible.

Chinese is getting worst. I might just flung the A levels. Don't know but it seems to be the way.Chinese compo is like down the drain, kinda bussiness.

Bio is just speechless, I am sure that I studied. But things just don't turn out the way it should have been.

GP, 1st time in my life did I really realised that one should paraphrase his words. Cost me 7/9 marks..............

Made some shocking discoveries today. Shall not comment on them. Ju & Ga hahah.

Typed this utter short post in school.

gtg........ go home. Tonnes of homework & worst is that I have not staarted revision for promos!! I am so super ultra dead.

玉不琢,不成器

Screwed up

I am actually quite annoyed by spa. Find myself pretty dumb, especially this year. Was quite annoyed by my own stupidity. It's like , nothing much went smoothly this year. Alot of downs. I seems to get panic very easily nowadays.

I know I shouldn't be blaming this & that. But I can't help it, especially when the results does not reflect what you do. Am I just trying to find an excuse for myself? Idk ...............

Like what I told ronald if I get _ for --------. I really can go and bump my head into the wall le.

人不为己,天诛地灭, 我终于体验到了. 笑里藏刀............ 你还真行..................

It's been 3/4 of the year. A long and bumpy journey indeed.With numerous downs. 6 more weeks and this part of the ordeal will be over, I wonder if I will make it past the hurdle. But one thing for sure, 6 weeks is not really a long one. The true colours will surface. Things will change.

My prediction is coming true. I have settle down enough, thats something I am glad of. At least I managed to lock that door up and dumped the keys into the sea. Things always doesn't go the way we prefer. Take it as a challenge and it will be over.

Nights are getting horrible. I am begging to afraid to chat at night. For I tend to be more emotional and unstable mentally at night, especially when things are not cleared, books are untouched and tutorials are incomplete.

Its common for people to relate me with books and nothing but books. But I dare say, I am seriously not the Yew Cheng that you guys know le. At least I dont hogged onto books and nothing but books. Very simple proof, my MY, reflects that.

Chinese, I should seriously start to worry. Loo says that the words I write cannot be comprehend & advised me to used words that are nvm...............

I am begging to cherish and appreciate the marvels and joys that holidays can bring. May the merits of triple gems bestow me with the strength I need.



I hate rejecting people nowadays. It just makes me feel bad.

I am super not in any mood to study for GP.
Thanks Miss Yeoh, really appreciate the extension.

I felt like destressing. (PW group dun mind I say the following stuffs)

Looking through the WR just makes me worry more. The WR idea is like undergone nonsense mutation all of a sudden, maybe UAG attached itself there le. There's simply no link between the ideas & lessons. Thanks to those $$$$ wise pastry shops that rejected our idea. Now the WR dun really flow le!!!!

The statics sorry Jessie. I am not trying to be picky, just that I am used to being like that for PW le. & my apologies, u may have to replot the graphs & stuffs le. Cause the stituation is not favouring us. so we just have to make the flow go with us abit.

Mayvin, that day is my fault sorry. didnt mean to ne so mean de.

Anyways ya........ theres still lots of things. Just hope that we can clear everything and settle down in time for Promos.

my eyes are closing le.......

When a door shuts, another will open. I wonder if it's true.
已经没有回头路了.

拿得起,放得下............我似呼办不到.

最终,可能一场空. 孤单离去.

遗憾

photos - memories

Traditional chinese pastries from Gin Thye

Gin Thye factory

Tong Heng- chinatown

09S02

AMS

National day this year was simply fun , enjoyed it :)

BBSS under the moonlight

4E3 & Mrs Kee

4E3 at BBSS opening :)

I was glad that I made it that nite. It's good to see the people that you once mingle with, the place that you used to be, singing the school song again............$35 was well spent.

Went holland village yesterday. It was my first time going there. The stretch of road that leads to the place was filled with nothing but bungalows & terraces. HollandVillage shopping center with a run down facade, was fun :) The Lim's Art inside & those small little shops were filled with exquisite ornaments that I used to find them only when I am abroad.

Went Red Man to buy some cake stuff, freaking far la. But that span of shophouses leading to it, was simply class de lor!!! Organic shopa, western bakeries and classy restaurants........ & every turn u make in Holland v. will allow u to bump into at least one ang moh.....

事过境迁

Finally I can blog le!!!!!
Anyway today was fun but unproductive. National day celebration at PJ is fun :)Then went swim. Anyway photos is up on facebook.Tmr, if I have time then I will post. BBSS opening was great, other than the part of being scolded by MR NEO that old lizard.

人在江湖, 身不由己

I finally say that, I think I have chosen the right path. & was glad that I took this path.

PTM

It's like first time in 4 years i went for PTM & it wasn't really a pleasant affair after all. I thought it wouldn't be that bad.But euuu....

Reached that at 10.45, waited for 20 minutes cause she was nowhere in sight.Then she came. NVM, the first words was, did I see you before? then my mum said no.
Then she gave my mum the result slip, and said, "erm , yew cheng pass all his subjects, but theres still room for improvement. As you can see theres no "A"s and very little "B"s, this kind of results cannot get him into a uni. "-.-llll I was like wow, how straight of you.

Then my mum says his english very lousy. She continued, ya, his english is not very good. Needs improvement.

Then she asked my mother to sign & leave le. We talked like dunno how short less than 5 minutes?

After that my mum starts nagging le........... There goes..............................
Wonder why she can't be more tactful with her words. Maybe its good for her to be quick, if not I wonder what she is going to say next.

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