恶果。This is a very interesting word that i come across 1 minute ago.
A very seious word indeed. Like saying some retribution or dunno what like that. Been quite some time since i use this word to curse people hahhah
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30 April
2.55 PM
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
3 day after the start of Yr 2008 SA1
日子一天一天的过去但，我似乎没往前走到haiz....
Physics is gone dead meat for me
Chinese maybe B3 is the highest
English hope that c5 is possible
e maths hope that i have not made too much stupid careless mistake
S.s erm sect 1 pls pls pls haiz let me pass at least
Up coming A. E maths, phy haiz feel like giving up, chem,bio dunno how.
Everyone seems to be happy with what they have done, felt so confident , but i m like so down haizzzzFelt like giving up le.
揭缔，揭缔，波罗揭缔，波罗僧揭缔，菩提萨婆呵 但愿文殊菩萨加持我 一切如意。
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30 April
2.02 PM
Physics is gone dead meat for me
Chinese maybe B3 is the highest
English hope that c5 is possible
e maths hope that i have not made too much stupid careless mistake
S.s erm sect 1 pls pls pls haiz let me pass at least
Up coming A. E maths, phy haiz feel like giving up, chem,bio dunno how.
Everyone seems to be happy with what they have done, felt so confident , but i m like so down haizzzzFelt like giving up le.
揭缔，揭缔，波罗揭缔，波罗僧揭缔，菩提萨婆呵 但愿文殊菩萨加持我 一切如意。
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30 April
2.02 PM
Friday, April 25, 2008
SA1
Internal conflict - a word that i find extremly useful in describing current afairs
Exams are coming time to mug is here.
The last schoolday b4 SA1 -today ! LOL find it funny because it ended off in a rather troublesome way for teachers. Me & Nicholas went to hunt quite afew teachers. Mrs lim , Mdm janathyi, Mr syam (not i want to de , but the alien gt alot of quest for him) , Mdm teo.
But in the first place they appeared themselves for us de not we go find them one OK!
SA1 offically starts on monday .
Good luck to everyone exculding.................................. LOL & study hard.
但愿乌云不会那么大多，以节能迎刃而解。
揭缔，揭缔，波罗揭缔，波罗僧揭缔，菩提萨婆呵 但愿文殊菩萨加持我 一切如意。
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25 April
3.43PM
Exams are coming time to mug is here.
The last schoolday b4 SA1 -today ! LOL find it funny because it ended off in a rather troublesome way for teachers. Me & Nicholas went to hunt quite afew teachers. Mrs lim , Mdm janathyi, Mr syam (not i want to de , but the alien gt alot of quest for him) , Mdm teo.
But in the first place they appeared themselves for us de not we go find them one OK!
SA1 offically starts on monday .
Good luck to everyone exculding.................................. LOL & study hard.
但愿乌云不会那么大多，以节能迎刃而解。
揭缔，揭缔，波罗揭缔，波罗僧揭缔，菩提萨婆呵 但愿文殊菩萨加持我 一切如意。
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25 April
3.43PM
Thursday, April 24, 2008
luan
Today. I did something terrible dunno why , partially due to curosity wonder what miss lim usually sees. I went to take alook at her internet favourites. She was quite mad at me. & awwwww she said since when u become so naughty ? & etc. I felt so bad & guilty!
I hereby sincerely apologise to Miss Lim if you happen to see this. Sorry.
The class is getting werider & werider. The atmosphere is not there yet. Though the teachers r like pinning their hopes higher & higher.
There is a werid feeling whenever I talk to people. 因为环境的关系，一切慢慢德在改变。身边的人变得古里怪气的。 他们变了。一扇扇大大门已开始封闭的阶段，与人沟通时身前都隔着一道玻璃。令我害怕令我不知那句真那句假。
这是宿命，冥冥中自有安排。希望这只是占时的。
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19 April
4。32PM
I hereby sincerely apologise to Miss Lim if you happen to see this. Sorry.
The class is getting werider & werider. The atmosphere is not there yet. Though the teachers r like pinning their hopes higher & higher.
There is a werid feeling whenever I talk to people. 因为环境的关系，一切慢慢德在改变。身边的人变得古里怪气的。 他们变了。一扇扇大大门已开始封闭的阶段，与人沟通时身前都隔着一道玻璃。令我害怕令我不知那句真那句假。
这是宿命，冥冥中自有安排。希望这只是占时的。
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19 April
4。32PM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
biased source
"Just now I was suaning Mdm Yeo.I was telling her they should create a question like this:The number of Math teachers ending up in IMH annually is given by the equation X^8.By 2020,how many teachers will have ended up in IMH?Considering that the current year is 2008."LoL interesting. wonder why ronald dun do it on mrs lim . Hahhah.
Forget to mention yesterday. Nicholas decided to find Mrs Lim to ask how well he did & etc. so i followed. From there i proved something. Mrs Lim can be a very very very very very very very very.....biased source. I think she herself knows it oso cause i tried hinting to her that she is & she did not deny the fact. Haiz..... life is so 同人不同命。
S.s revision is a disater until now i have only finished like 1 .5 chpts omg !
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19 April
11.25AM
Forget to mention yesterday. Nicholas decided to find Mrs Lim to ask how well he did & etc. so i followed. From there i proved something. Mrs Lim can be a very very very very very very very very.....biased source. I think she herself knows it oso cause i tried hinting to her that she is & she did not deny the fact. Haiz..... life is so 同人不同命。
S.s revision is a disater until now i have only finished like 1 .5 chpts omg !
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19 April
11.25AM
Friday, April 18, 2008
2nd week b4 SA1
Haiz a week pass by like that......
Many things happened
yesterday oral with Chia Lek Ki ? right nvm she is like a old spinster sitting infront of me. i was so afraid, even though i kept telling myself to relax it is ok one she is here to help you not to fail you. But nvm. When i practised the passage i was reading so smoothly! But when i was infront of her i was like OMG, the first 3 words i stumbled already. I ended up restarting the thing. she was actually still OK , she at least said something kind. Slowly dun be too anxious. Then i started reading at terrible speed 7 god knows what happened.
The conversation was -_-lll no poverbs to use at all ! abt recycling one.
Today the day pass by very quickly & rather smoothly. Was quite shocked to see how long other's SGC can be mine is really pathetic. In the end i added AVA in,which i had not intended to.
I saw Hui Shan's SGC it was like OMG huh she actually written alot of stuff how she improved in her studies & etc.
After school today went to eat lunch with Nicholas. Due to a constrain on my budget i wasnt able to go pizza hut. So ate hokkien mee instead.
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18 April
03.38 PM
Many things happened
yesterday oral with Chia Lek Ki ? right nvm she is like a old spinster sitting infront of me. i was so afraid, even though i kept telling myself to relax it is ok one she is here to help you not to fail you. But nvm. When i practised the passage i was reading so smoothly! But when i was infront of her i was like OMG, the first 3 words i stumbled already. I ended up restarting the thing. she was actually still OK , she at least said something kind. Slowly dun be too anxious. Then i started reading at terrible speed 7 god knows what happened.
The conversation was -_-lll no poverbs to use at all ! abt recycling one.
Today the day pass by very quickly & rather smoothly. Was quite shocked to see how long other's SGC can be mine is really pathetic. In the end i added AVA in,which i had not intended to.
I saw Hui Shan's SGC it was like OMG huh she actually written alot of stuff how she improved in her studies & etc.
After school today went to eat lunch with Nicholas. Due to a constrain on my budget i wasnt able to go pizza hut. So ate hokkien mee instead.
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18 April
03.38 PM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
路遥知马力，日久见人心
I will use this phrase to describe what actually happen today. Mrs Lim gave out the probability & trigo test. There are simply people who did well for both, well for one only or did badly for both. There is particularly this boy in our class that did exceptionally well for his trigo test with 49/50 WOW! But he did OK not bad for his e maths test 33/40. But he was sad & started pestering me “How much you got huh “. I told him that I got 33 he was like even sader, & said something like huh haiz why same as you. I know I am lousy but , do you need to be so frank & blunt ! I know you should be smart & not be like me. But do you need to be like that? I know u might think that I am a little 过分to during Chinese, but I am not laughing that u r stupid or what so ever . I am just happy.
Be contented dun be so 贪心 Ok ! Life is not just about win or lose. 只要知道自己进了力，问心无愧，那就好了。有时事情不再终点，只在过程。
By the way why am I saying all this as though I am I comforting you huh ? I should be angry OK!
Nvm after today I have found out one thing. My mum always tells me this when I am young. 防人之心不可无，害人之心不可有。 有些事物表面上看来是善良的单内地理。。。。。。。。。。。。。
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14 April 08
04;54 PM
Be contented dun be so 贪心 Ok ! Life is not just about win or lose. 只要知道自己进了力，问心无愧，那就好了。有时事情不再终点，只在过程。
By the way why am I saying all this as though I am I comforting you huh ? I should be angry OK!
Nvm after today I have found out one thing. My mum always tells me this when I am young. 防人之心不可无，害人之心不可有。 有些事物表面上看来是善良的单内地理。。。。。。。。。。。。。
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14 April 08
04;54 PM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
-_-lll
Haiz am I that bad at expressing clearly? why people like to misunderstood my word one? NVM
Yesterday something suddenly strike me in my mind. Maybe it is really true , the jeaously, the desire to win that changes one's nature.
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13 April 08
1039 AM
Yesterday something suddenly strike me in my mind. Maybe it is really true , the jeaously, the desire to win that changes one's nature.
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13 April 08
1039 AM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
七上八下
"I have given my friends special concessions.I am the catalyst that will help people to succeed.But in any case,I can take it back that privilege anytime.I give you my word that I'll be the trajectory that will make you see your downfall.Man,how I wish this academic year will end AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.As things stand,I am going nuts.I want to leave this world behind me.Possibly not see some of those familiar faces forever.Friendly on the surface,but crafty on the inside.Good friends are hard to come by." Coated from ronald's blog
Found it pretty intersting. I think Mr queck is quite right afterall. what he has anticipated last yaer is finally coming....... What I have thought of since last mid year is about to begin.
Our class is like a ocean. On the surface it looks clam & peaceful. Fishes are chatting like nobody's business. But serval meters down the sea, you did be shocked to find tremendously hot & active underwater volcanoes(wrong spelling) bubbling and spilling out hot larva into the sea, destructive plate boundaries are moving abruptly .
But one thing still hangs in my mind why does the water residents living & fisherman fishing above not know a single thing about it?Why ? Haiz.... life
人永远都是自私的。为了利益能不择手段。
Yesterdayys AAC was intersting but I dont seems to feel good at some moments. LOL . Suddenly I felt that i have really made a big mistake in secondary 2 & that Maybe 天 is afterall being fair to me. Being the holy one - has always given me paths to chose which i think not everyone has. But i just dont chose the right one. And end up regretting what i have chosen.
haiz 不能怨天尤人，只能怪自己不争气。
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12 April 08
11;39 AM
Found it pretty intersting. I think Mr queck is quite right afterall. what he has anticipated last yaer is finally coming....... What I have thought of since last mid year is about to begin.
Our class is like a ocean. On the surface it looks clam & peaceful. Fishes are chatting like nobody's business. But serval meters down the sea, you did be shocked to find tremendously hot & active underwater volcanoes(wrong spelling) bubbling and spilling out hot larva into the sea, destructive plate boundaries are moving abruptly .
But one thing still hangs in my mind why does the water residents living & fisherman fishing above not know a single thing about it?Why ? Haiz.... life
人永远都是自私的。为了利益能不择手段。
Yesterdayys AAC was intersting but I dont seems to feel good at some moments. LOL . Suddenly I felt that i have really made a big mistake in secondary 2 & that Maybe 天 is afterall being fair to me. Being the holy one - has always given me paths to chose which i think not everyone has. But i just dont chose the right one. And end up regretting what i have chosen.
haiz 不能怨天尤人，只能怪自己不争气。
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12 April 08
11;39 AM
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
c.l S.s
haiz today the chinese test was 棺材. I think i have dug the thing myself why why i m so stingy why not spent $4 +++ get a book to help haizzzz nvm 希望哪个洞不要太深。
During social study remedial to day . It was the first time in this year i experience such frictionless movement . Ronald lam hit me so hard that i seemed to gained resultant force & dashed towards mdm jayanthi haiz... so dangerous .
Taught he is sensible but how could he do this i didnt even hit him in the first place he touched me first ! After that i scolded him quite 理直气壮 & badly hahhah feel so werid now dunno if i should.
But maybe on second thoughts i should . What if i bump into mdm jayanthi what might happen ? I dont want to be a murder ok. Nvm gtg le
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8 April 08
05.44 PM
During social study remedial to day . It was the first time in this year i experience such frictionless movement . Ronald lam hit me so hard that i seemed to gained resultant force & dashed towards mdm jayanthi haiz... so dangerous .
Taught he is sensible but how could he do this i didnt even hit him in the first place he touched me first ! After that i scolded him quite 理直气壮 & badly hahhah feel so werid now dunno if i should.
But maybe on second thoughts i should . What if i bump into mdm jayanthi what might happen ? I dont want to be a murder ok. Nvm gtg le
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8 April 08
05.44 PM
Friday, April 4, 2008
时间
Heard this on the radio before some days ago find it very meaningful.Dunno if i have phrased it correctly but the meaning is there.
时间给勤劳的人带美好的回忆，但只能给浪费它的人带来一片悔恨 。
时间是宝贵的，哪怕只是浪费一分钟，就代表他还是不珍惜时间的价值。
This one is what i think
时间能证明一切。它能给人带来曙光，也能让人痛苦一生。
人 是善变的 ， 今日的他，并非明日的他。
时间给与人们力量，但它也能带来绝望与苦恼。
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3 April 08
04:47 PM
时间给勤劳的人带美好的回忆，但只能给浪费它的人带来一片悔恨 。
时间是宝贵的，哪怕只是浪费一分钟，就代表他还是不珍惜时间的价值。
This one is what i think
时间能证明一切。它能给人带来曙光，也能让人痛苦一生。
人 是善变的 ， 今日的他，并非明日的他。
时间给与人们力量，但它也能带来绝望与苦恼。
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3 April 08
04:47 PM
A regretful week.....
Today after chemistry dunno why oso I go & sort of retorted Shi Hui feel so bad now Sorry .。。。。
Tests & Exams haiz life is really only like that ? Why they rush in like mad like water like haiz…..
A big mistake i make on 2 April 2008
Haiz yesterday last day for the oral program ……
Know I am thinking why I so stupid huh ? Tell those three girls so much? Those things & opinion are meant for me & myself only not everyone! Die le nowadays I am telling too much. but dunno why I feel better much better. Telling them how I think about the ……………..Wonder how the 3 girls felt about me ? Am I over sensitive ? Or am I very weird ? haiz nvm le
But thinking back sometimes it might be good to reveal a little. Cause I am just keeping too much,(secrets & etc) & I just know too much .
To the 3 girls I just want to add a little
Your might just want to know why I am like that . I used to be very very innocent one(till sec 1) no ones know I am like that except my mother. It is due to the complex family background which I shall never reveal after all家丑不可外扬with horrible relatives that 笑里藏刀that I learnt how to see things. They always think that I am like my mother and I am those more quiet one but I am not! Dun step over the line or else they (relatives) would regret…….
Maybe one day after the O levels I might 家丑外扬 & reveal more hahhah
人会因环境而改变，但不因让环境而变得失去理智。
Also I know there are people who are unhappy with the way I blog cause I acid them too much le. Sorry. But I doubt you get corroded in any way.
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3 April 07
04:23 PM
Tests & Exams haiz life is really only like that ? Why they rush in like mad like water like haiz…..
A big mistake i make on 2 April 2008
Haiz yesterday last day for the oral program ……
Know I am thinking why I so stupid huh ? Tell those three girls so much? Those things & opinion are meant for me & myself only not everyone! Die le nowadays I am telling too much. but dunno why I feel better much better. Telling them how I think about the ……………..Wonder how the 3 girls felt about me ? Am I over sensitive ? Or am I very weird ? haiz nvm le
But thinking back sometimes it might be good to reveal a little. Cause I am just keeping too much,(secrets & etc) & I just know too much .
To the 3 girls I just want to add a little
Your might just want to know why I am like that . I used to be very very innocent one(till sec 1) no ones know I am like that except my mother. It is due to the complex family background which I shall never reveal after all家丑不可外扬with horrible relatives that 笑里藏刀that I learnt how to see things. They always think that I am like my mother and I am those more quiet one but I am not! Dun step over the line or else they (relatives) would regret…….
Maybe one day after the O levels I might 家丑外扬 & reveal more hahhah
人会因环境而改变，但不因让环境而变得失去理智。
Also I know there are people who are unhappy with the way I blog cause I acid them too much le. Sorry. But I doubt you get corroded in any way.
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3 April 07
04:23 PM
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Blur
Haiz not been feeling very well these few days.... But dunno why from my appearence i seems to be fine & rather good! LOL currently consuming the second dosage of antibiotics haiz dunno why ?
Nvm life in school is getting bad real bad out of control u dunno when a test will prop out .... It is the tests that kills not homework. The atmosphere in school is so tensed although i cannot really see it but seriously i can feel it. It is like intense heat radiation the ,kind of unbeareable feeling ....
In the hall u see i will phrase it a better way, ' hardworking students' (hantus), which even teachers like Mr chia turns a blind eye on.
In class u see people who can merorise things like photocopiers. You see people speaking pre his-toric languages ( knowledge from last year) .
Life in class is never like that before please keep it DOWN not UP !!!
Haiz any way today ecieve the test dates le it is like so -_-; How to plan the studies they are like rojak !
Dunno why nowadays having too much mood swing le haiz can anyone tell me how to control?
Nvm now the race had begin le , who will be there first who will be there last no one knows. One may say someone is lousy one might say someone is smart but no one is born with the knowledge . It is whether one wants to seek and tap the inner potential belonging to him .
鹿死谁手，还言之过早
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27 mar07
04:16 PM
Nvm life in school is getting bad real bad out of control u dunno when a test will prop out .... It is the tests that kills not homework. The atmosphere in school is so tensed although i cannot really see it but seriously i can feel it. It is like intense heat radiation the ,kind of unbeareable feeling ....
In the hall u see i will phrase it a better way, ' hardworking students' (hantus), which even teachers like Mr chia turns a blind eye on.
In class u see people who can merorise things like photocopiers. You see people speaking pre his-toric languages ( knowledge from last year) .
Life in class is never like that before please keep it DOWN not UP !!!
Haiz any way today ecieve the test dates le it is like so -_-; How to plan the studies they are like rojak !
Dunno why nowadays having too much mood swing le haiz can anyone tell me how to control?
Nvm now the race had begin le , who will be there first who will be there last no one knows. One may say someone is lousy one might say someone is smart but no one is born with the knowledge . It is whether one wants to seek and tap the inner potential belonging to him .
鹿死谁手，还言之过早
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27 mar07
04:16 PM
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