In about another 40++ minutes, I would be ending 16.


I hope that things will get better as days passes by. I hope that my knowledge will grow and my inner self would be more resilent. I hope that more As will be on the report card. I hope that as time goes on I will move closer to my dream course. I hope that people close to me would be healthy. I hope that I will adapt to where I am now at and make the best out of resources avaliable.

回想过去,展望将来
只愿一切,称心如意

My instincts tells me that I should not frequent this webpage so frequently, as though I am still enjoying my long O level holidays. & there would definately be people out there doing more meaningful things, like mugging, rushing homework, reading tutorials, doing lectures, research etc.

Today marks the end of my first offical study week in PJ, which seems to be getting out of hand as the days passes by. The first few days are pretty much alright but as thursday strikes, situation starts to change. Lectuers no longer seems to be meaningful, as nothing seems to register inside my brain, or perhaps others may refer it to being a coconut. Tutorials are not being fully utilised by teachers and students.....

But more specifically, some subjects no longer seems as easy as they are during the honey moon period (sec sch). Limits is restricting my progress, while cell membrane seems to be obstructing me from getting to the mitochondria & chloroplasts. Chinese characters seems to be abandoning me. K, the list goes on....

As for CCA, maybe Eco club will do the trick. Afterall I doubt I would like to deal with China day in day out at China Desk. And perhaps, it was a wise choice to give up my stuipd idea of playing with AVA, cause based on the lastest news, AVA is currently a unique CCA that still faces labour shortage in this finaicial meltdown.This means if I were to be in ,I would literatly be doing everything from moring assembly to CNY & TD.

The good news, perhaps only this piece, to sum up my rather blend week is that I have decided to try HSK . :) Pretty shocked to see that even primary 5 kids are also taking HSK, it is just beyond my imagination.

Call it the last update. Cause I will try my best to refrain myself for blogging for the week , starting from tommorrow!

好马不吃回头草

Today was a short one. Starting with china studies, china desk's intro managed to catch many people's attention. It ended with assembly, not bad la, NS experience with so much remicising.

Turing down a CCA can be a bad experience. People tends to get hostile when rejected. Anyway, I went ECO after closing that meaningful door.....

Tomorrow is super long day... Ending with dreadful PE.

When the tough gets going, the going gets tough.........

I seems to have this bad habit of wondering to blogger whenever I uses this computer. Nevermind. Today was a short day, starting with PE, ending with PW.

I wonder why I seems to enjoy PE more in PJC although I am doing same old stuff, 2.4K run etc. Anyway I was rather shocked to find out that I am not even 50 kg, 49.6 to be exact. How light! Holidays seems to be a waste. It did not offered any help with regards to my weight, in fact I think I have slimed down by 0.4 +++ kg ?

Lessons are so so. I would say that it is mundane & banal. Still wondering whether I should be at AVA tomorrow, or maybe I can be daring to join Eco club, which will ultimately place my testiomial at stake.

K, enough of all this talk. (BTW I have seriously been talking alot nowadays,neglecting my work & stuff. But maybe these are all the luxurxies in terms of time I can enjoy for now. As months past by, dates draws nearer, I might find myself in this time strapped situation & .......)

I have to get back to bio research & homework again........ life still goes on.

时来运转，点石成金

Perhaps I should not be here at this moment. Maybe mugging would be a better thing to do. But there dont seems much to mug over & I am not in the mood.



Homework seems to be no longer in the dictionary.Instead it has been replaced by tutorials, something lighter than homework, which I don't seems to be enjoying.



Lessons are replaced by lectures, which basically is having an adult standing in front of 100++ students talking non-stop, practising what I call one way teaching, forcing things down your throat without knowing whether or not you have the apptide to hold everything and are you able to fully digest & utilise them well.

Nevermind. There are funny teachers with funny characters, which might not really be able to contribute to my academic. (not everyone ok, if not I can count domsdays le.....)

But I like what Mdm Loo says , Start with an end in mind. Only when you are desperatly after somethings, then will you be pushing yourself to your limits. Which eventually may bring you to or at least closer to your dreams.

Maybe I should really try harder, because there is something lingering in me. This is the reason for me to desperatly want to try poly last last week. I am afraid that I cannot make it to ........... course, so

人因梦想而伟大

There goes week 2, with nothing much done. But who cares, at least I have managed to meet up with people I have wanted to since week 1 & managed to more or less fit into JC life.

Orientation wasn't really fun last week but things starts to change last tuesday, first day of class orientation. Ice breakers, fun , mass, cute dance etc. But maybe what I like more is the 2 OGLs. They are not those that goes super crazy, but not dull also, something mild & suitable for me hahhha. Day one was spent mostly on folding paper stars for the record making thingy. Day two was war & water games. Day three, more dance , dinner & finale, & ya dental trip .

First dental trip of the year was super a fast trip, the whole cleaning , cum X-ray process took only 13 minutes to be exact. Which I was very much glad about. But on the other hand, I was informed that my wisdom tooth is out and adviced that I should extract it when I am young ( some time during my holidays) because recovery from operation when I am young would be mucg faster & it prevents chances of gums infection.

Anyway the school was blasted with shouts & music last night, by high spirted JC1s. Ended school at around 9+++ pm.

k, enough of play & honeymoon le. Next week would be real business le. Mdm Loo Ai Wei is my chinese teacher cum co CT. Wonder how will it be like.

懊恼

1st taste of JC's bitter life.

I have managed to live through this week full of decicion - makings and dull orientations. Making me full of emotions- angered, troubled, bored.......Anyway, no doubt I am still trying to cope with that "no life" kind of working schedule, I think I will still try JC.

As for CCA, most probably I will end up in AVA with Chih Kiat, since he sort of the offered me some lucrative incentives in order to rope me into AVA for company.

With regards to subject combination, maybe I am stupid to take up china studies as a H1. But if I really cannot opt out of it on monday then I will just have to accept it and work with it for the months to come. Chinese on the other hand seems to become a worrying factor for me, because it sounds as though some big investments mentally and physically needs to be done, in order for me to get what I want. On the same track with chinese, bio and PW, seems to be another big hurdle. Bio requires quite a huge memory space in my CPU, which I have yet to be able to upgrade. while the later, which requires oral presentation, seems to be something which requires much courage and effort.

Enough of school, I would like to say something other than school but there seems to be little content avaliable.

Went CCK yesterday to renew my consession card.Unknowingly I bump into Yi Ting, which seems to be slimer and alittle tired looking. Wonder what happen to her.

Next stop was NTUC & nothing more, Lot 1 is empty thats all I could say.

Need to go cut hair later le. I dont want stupid dentention.

Jeremy, Wen Xin I am seriously missing u guys. The joys and laughters that we share.....locally & abroad.
Ronald, miss arguing with u hahhah & thanks for these few days :) It's good to have you.
mun kit, miss your company.

Mrs OOi, Mrs Lim come be my JC teacher hahhah

想把烦恼都忘掉
I am feeling tired and miserable.

Erm Maybe I will try Biology, Chemistry, Maths as H2 and appeal for H1 econs. Thats about it . I think I am some what keen with econs. That lecturer today actually managed to interest me with those examples and make me determined at appealing for econs.

Orientation is simply dull and plain. As for detentions, my gut feeling tells me to stay obedient and not be adventurous. Because the duration of 6 pm to 8 pm is simply going to eat into my dinner and perhaps force me to forgo my "homework time".

As for the teachers, I really have no idea of how they would be like eventually. Most of them appears to be like nice sociable adults, with some exceptional cases. There's this teacher which really sets most BBSS students thinking whether he is related by blood to the Mr Queck thats currently teaching in BBSS.But what we can confirm is that he is not as gigantic and "volcanic" looking as compared to the Mr that we know.

It will be hard times ahead. Perhaps I will call it last post for this week.

无路可选, 只好顺风而飘

I am feeling terrible now. -.- nvm dun bother on why.

Saw lots of people whom I have never ever thought of seeing. Primary school friends, tution classmates, many more la. By the way BBSS alumni can also have one branch there also -.-

Activites I shan't comment too much but. O level students out there, what blogs says are somehow true la. believe them. I am in no position to say any more stuff thats all.

Orientation today was ok. I was rather slow can't even memorize one single name yet hahhah. As for the cheers, if not for the wordings, maybe I would be like turn dumb le. OGLS are not bad, at least they dont force concepts into us.

But what really capture me was the principal's speech. I would say that it is rather inspiring but the teachers as usual some good, some crude and some bad.

thats about it le, I am still stuck with stupid options thats not bringing me anywhere. -.-

百感交既, 语无论次

Last day of holiday. Last moments of freedom.

路是人走出来的

Although I have been doing things without brain for the whole of this holiday, I still that I have spent it quite fruitfully le. Work was fun, outings were interesting, mood was not really good but who cares. As for friends, thanks alot :)

Maybe I might just forgo the so called "foolish dream" of trying H2 chinese and have H2 bio or perhaps physics,provided I become daring enough.

Econs - nevermind I will just try
Chem - sounds ok for now
Math - hope that is ok hehheh

GP - maybe not ok
PW - wonder if it will be ok