Teachers Day 08

Haizzz today boring teachers day, show no nice, games no fun , whole process is so boring. Then saw a whole bunch of 4E3 crowding to ask mrs lim marks,haizz no wonder I was thinking huh what was the commotion about but I didnt bother, so I didnt really go.

then came my reporters telling me ....... (abt my marks la) which I shall not believe , afterall I think I have been cheated twice liao le. First time 07 SA2 , she said u did badly than turn out a A.
Second time, o u did well la, then turn out only a low B3. I was -_-lll

Then went west mall with RL, NL , lilin, Shimin, Christine. Wah the journey is really hor tiring one. I shall not dwell on but , my comment is that they are even worst than me.

& realise something dunno why gifts in the market nowadays are so targeted towards christians,
can't even find anything decent free thinker or suitable for other religion.

Dunno why feeling so giddy now. Its been a long time since I felt this feeling. Maybe I am going to fall sick le haizz nvm , my brother is sick le, down with fever.

Nvm la go sleep le
by the way ronald ar stop your i win u , u win me thinggy very boring leh, but dont try to change tatic cause , I have no interest to play with u. U r nt my cup of tea for this game.

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28 August 2008
10.55 PM

My aunty called yesterday & she asked for the number from my mother again hahhah, because she forgotten le, so naturally I fordo with the old one & gave her a new one .

Ok now lets go back to the main idea, I am here to complain hahhah
What on Earth are the teachers up to huh ??? Tommorrow end school at 3p.m. ???
Since when they like to see us so much one ??huh ???
NVM la

& Prelim may be is not my cup of tea, it is like those teh o , those ang mo teh that needs to add sugar & milk, taste so unatural & ugly. I dont really seems to be performing although I studied (except for physics , which I have only manage to study like 2 weeks b4 hand so more or less I forget le). haizz

I dont seems to be worrying alot now adays, may be it is a bad thing not to worry so much.

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28 August 2008
3.04 PM

A late call

5 minutes ago my 4th aunty called, the one whom I think I am most close with,afterall she was the one whom I think is the one who treat me better, although it might not really be, as usual she wanted to find my mum. I told her she was bathing .



& dunno why she started asking me, ehh yew cheng ar u sec 4 le right ? ya, ooo . there it goes la all abt results , ar what is your usual class position. (heheh want to know wait long long I tell u , if I tell u , u will go around to the third follow by the fifth, & alll those uncles, saying ayo u all dunno ar, her son hor how ..... , which I am actually not , so forget abt it ) (my answer is o sometimes they dont print it one so I oso dunno hahhah) Then she stop le



& I ask her o r u at home or at cousins house , I call mother call u after she finish bathing.



Then suddenly comes her gambling addict, she asked me for 4 numbers, & dunno why I gave her this. 4358



Now here I am regretting die le why give so ugly number later she misunderstand, I scolding her " Si San Ba " how +=+ ???
Nowadays I seems like not using my brain to think, before I speak haizzz



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25 August 2008
10.52 PM

Haizzz today's A maths was like -_-llll
I was so careless , thus, i was like kept repeating this question, that question & .... -_-lll
I spent like almost 15 minutes for the 1st question & I was like die le sure die de. First question already like that le, then behind what will happen.

In the end I dunno how to do 3 questions.lost 18 marks at least. Dunno if that L; L will see this not nice minus 1 mark, that one ugly mius 3 mark a not??? hahhah

But more importantly hope that I had not been so careless in the pass 2 hours thats all or else whatever effort I had put in would just go to waste.

& 老天是公平的，只要自己进了力， 一切的一切也不再那么重要。。。。。。。。

还有Ronald Lam , 7 to 1 is not call fair. Don't put words in the heaven's mouth.
If you really consider 7 to 1 fair maybe you can ask mrs lim to give u 1 out of 100. Cause u study alot le, so definately u will score higher, to ensure fairness u only deserve 1 mark. that is fair Right???


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25 August 2008
1219 PM

Dunno what to update about, online nowadays are like so boring everyone is mugging so hard, Jeremy staying up till 12 midnight yesterday calling me when I was just about to go into my deep slumber.

As for the prelims, I would say , I am stupid. Making so much careless mistakes here & there. How on earth can potassium maganate(VII) change from purple to colourless -_-lll nvm la thats part of it only . & stupid of me, physics pratical , can u imagine I have repeated my wonderful light experiment three times , in the end , finding myself struggling with the plotiing of graph etc...... just because of all those stupid lights, I was trying to find out how on earth to get magnified image, & blur of me to actually measure the distance of the base of the grid paper to the & haizz still gt alot la.

Anyway life still goes on.....

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23 August 2008
1144 PM

GCE "O" Level Englsh Oral Exam

Haizz today, I feel quite good after English Oral, although I know I might not really do well afterall I know where I should stand. But I could say that I have given my best. Though there are one two regrtes . 1 not talking fast & cohesively enough. 2 ideas are not coming as fast as how they should be coming.

But overall though the two examiners are not that encouraging & attentive , somemore trying to eat infront of me.... But my eyes managed to stop her hahhah.

But dunno why I seems to be more calm today, & I sort of the asked quite alot of questions. There is like a power gushing up in me, dunno why hahhah.

They said that I was speaking too long but who cares, though I am not speaking very well but nvm le. I have given everything.

I only hoped that I will not be let down today . 千里之行始于足下。

Special thanks to those who has wished me well. :)

Next Big thing is the prelim, I am not prepared yet !!!! OMG

NVM le

願消三障諸煩惱,願得智慧真明了,普願罪障悉消除,世世常行菩薩道
南无釋迦牟尼佛，南无当来下生弥勒尊佛，南无阿彌陀佛
感谢三宝加持。

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15 August
0.544 PM

GCE "O" level Chinese results

Finally I would say 雨过天晴, my long wait is finally over le ....

After Mr Queck says you may go I was like , erm mr queck u settle all these yourself hor than I scrambble down le, & if I wasnt wrong I was the first one down there for our class.

Then saw the whole role of (1) I was like wah, the school did so well ar then o is that one hahhah .
a (1) & (D)

I am quite pleased today la. Anyway there are quite a few shocks here & there . Both pleasant & shocking ones. felt quite sad & wasted for some people. But this is like a force it will push some people to greater heights for sure.

But nvm Chinese is finally over, at least I can have a good night sleep. hope that there would not be any stupid dreams coming to interrupt me again. hahhah

English oral is on the way hahhah woinder what will happen.


願消三障諸煩惱
願得智慧真明了
普願罪障悉消除
世世常行菩薩道

南无釋迦牟尼佛，南无当来下生弥勒尊佛，南无阿彌陀佛
感谢三宝加持。

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12 August
04.45 PM

NDP & Olympics two programmes like waste my time. Cause dunno why i just sit down there & dont bother about my homework le haizzz still gt physics. & I doubt I would bother touching the A maths le. But Olympics opening ceremony was seriously good la. The fire works the dance are not bad or rather fantastic.

Have not even started S.s revision yet haizz dunno what to do.

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10 August 08
11.42 AM

1 or 2 or even worse ????

Haizz, so far 4 person have dream about chinese "O" results le. This is what we see in our dreams.

Jeremy
He saw his results it was a B dunno what & he also woke up immediately after looking at the results.

Hui Shan
She dreamt that she recieved the reults slips & saw a B4 , then she wake up le.

Myself 2 times .
1st time was the night before school reopen. Dreamt about Ronald getting A1 starting to critisie me , as I got B4. -_-llll
2nd time was sometime last or last last week, dreamt that I was standing outside the general office noticeboard with others crowding around. When I finally managed to squeeze in it was a B3 or 4 so scary. The whole scene appeared to be so real.

But for both dreams I wake up after looking the results it was like -_-lll.

Ronald on the other hand got this auspicious dream that he got A1 & was running around the school like mad . hahhah maybe that might happen. (I mean that he runs around like mad :))

There is two common factor except for Ronald. We all woke up after seeing the results, & the omen was rather bad with all the stupid, obstructing Bs appearing here & there.

Trying to make more such dreams but the more I try the more this dream won't happen.

Seriously I hoped that this Tuesday comes sooner, as fast as possible. Afterall 夜长梦多, let the results come as it is better than having us to think about it all day long to a extend that we even dream about it in our slumber.

Best wishes to all those recieveing their results this tuesday.
& dont get to traumatise or happy, wether it is good or bad. As well as you know that you have given your best , then its Ok le. Afterall there's still English oral , coming in our way.
有时候过程比终点更加重要， 只要进力就行了。

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9 August 08
National Day
1.56 PM

Haizzz yesterday dunno what happened, so unlucky.

After eating lunch, when i was standing up mounvering out from the bench, I accidentally or rather dunno how on earth stepped onmy bag the sling that part. Then i experience unequal moments, haizzz stepped on it harder, then "POMP" the whole bench collaspe. Luckily Agnes was there for me to press on (thanks & sorry for pressing so hard). But haizz dunno why, nichola's bag fall & somehow I think the bench fell on the plastic joint of the bag & the joint gave way. The bag was considered 'fractured' & that's it. Sorry.

Tests nowadays are like drinking water, everyday also need to have. Haiz but they are really really very diffcult for me to swallow. Dunno why whenever I recieve the results, I seems to have immue to the shock le, I just feel sad thats all nothing else no joy. Dunno why I thought I am numb le . hahhah.

Though I might not hit target but still looking forward to the 12 August 2008. Because finally I would say that I am mentally prepared le (I hopped) to face the music， be it good or bad.

This was what my mum said , nvm la as well as u have tried your best got A1 or not for chinese NVM. Guess what I replied my mother in dialect.

I dont care if i didnt get the A1, I will jump down if i dont get the A1 hahhah. Then she stop le. & starting to coax me nvm nvm you will get your A1 one. hahhah haiz maybe I am getting insane le, I really didnt mean to say that to her but dunno why it just came out of my mouth. ( & dont be silly I dont even intend to do that)


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1st August 2008
农历七月初一
5.30 PM

Haiz donno what to say I was in a bad mood after chinese all thanks to RONALD LAM WEN CHUAN & JEREMY HAU WEN XIN . They are horrible people. I was sitting down there allowing them to target & shoot right in my face. NVM I forgive them. Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one getting burned. so what for retaliate ? 渊源相报何时了？

& I will answer all their questions: why am i not going to see a doctor for my hands. Its simple not because i am poor or anything, its just that i dont want. Why should I have to consume antibiotics or something for my skin huh ??? & I have got a new oinment, it is working, so what for huh???

Do not overrate what you have received, nor envy others。Thats all. But RONALD LAM WEN CHUAN & JEREMY HAU WEN XIN dont try to push your luck any further I am warning you two le.

& sorry to Christina for shooting the water to you.

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29July08
7.30 PM

A stupid call from someone i dont want to hear or see

汽死人了！ That stupid 堂姐(why am i still adressing her in such a good manner???)of mine she thought she what, commander ar?! huh



This is how she address people, when she dial up my house: Hello, are you YC or TH ? (I was like who on earth are u so 没大没小没礼貌。 Then i remember it was her that at

atrocious girl , woman?? anything. you thought u what ar huh big so what )



I replied YC



Using a commanding tone she said : O YC good go down in 5 mintues time to take some stuff from pehpeh ( should be uncle but that was what she always say nvm) ( I was like wah u thought i what maid is it, I have no interest in durians neither am i interested in mangosteen so why do i have to go down?)



Then she ask Ok ? No choice i replied OK



Then she put down the phone how rude can she be? If you dont feel like calling u can dont call one, let your brother call la, like so 勉强like that or ask your horrible mother to call la.



Stupid 琇慧 ， （ i know u smart so what ) you are really a B***** , horrible atrocious, women.

Please dont call my house or appear infront of me. you are really really a pain in my neck.



Nvm next time if you guys organise anymore gatherings see what i will do . hahhahh horrible people.



我不是好欺负的！！！！Incorrigible family always causing problems for me and my family.





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27 July 08

6.53 P.M

4E3's GCE 'O' Level school syllabus has offically been completed on

24th July 2008 (thursday)
0932 (a.m., Singapore time according to 4E3's class clock)
by Mr Queck Chin Keong (physics co-ordinator, of BBSS)

Though it is quite late but at least it is done

The heat in our class, should be up, or rather is up, just that we are frogs in boiling water, unable to sense any significant changes.

This is my personal feeling. 越会喊救命的人越不会死。 这个较深东激西，好影开他人视线。 也罢！

Our class is behaving abnormally,making terribly huge amout of noise in class, driving tecahers mad etc....

Anyway dunno why my attempts to make savings seems to have failed, haizzzzz

Suddenly there was a urge in me to forget about looking at the chinese results or to slow down the speed at which Earth rotates, so that I will not have to face chinese results(be it bad or good) or have some more time for me to prepare myself.
Dunno why I seems to have succumb to that stupid thought of not being able to hit the dot. As the days drew nearer.........haizzzzz

Heart Sutra: ‘Form is emptiness and Emptiness is form.’
May the blessings of triple gems be with me. Metta.

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25 July 08
5.41 P.M

Took a visit to the 铁打 or rather sinseh justnow,cause I seems to have sprained some parts of my neck or something. Horrible experience , I would say. That young guy 28 or 30++ years old, said that one of my joint dislocated?? & started rubbing me &.... this is still Ok

Than I was called to enter the other room sat on a platform & he started twisting my neck towards the left & right , causing my body & mind to be in states of shocks & producing sudden cracking sounds of various pitch.

Then he strted pressing the injured areas, putting me in much pain. But he was quick enough in resolving the dislocate problem.

Beside me was another boy 14 if wasnt wrong (cause I took a peep at the register hahhah) dunno what happen to his leg he looked so LOL , having his leg pressed onto his buttoks &.... hahhah

Haiz have to wait till 8.00 pm before I could remove the oinment attached to the injured area to bath haizzz.

A busy week ahead. haizzzz tests&tests&more tests

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20 July 08
5.30 P.M

Trip to IMM

Yesterday went to IMM with Ronald & Nichloas Lim to get a gift. The experience is really -_-lll , make me wait so long for them to play soccer & yet when I wanna go shopping they say their legs want to broke liao la..... very tired...... etc. Even worst Ronald say until like I ill treat them like- he said that I get two sergents with me as maids&..... can plot a v-t graph of me walking with frquent velocity at 0 m/s as i am always changing directions la whatsoever.NVM

should have brought a shirt from Esprit, but due to the presence of 2 unpatient souls, so forget abt it la. Dunno why they hate shopping so much.
Shopping should be something enjoyable, not something that is tiring.

Thinking back hor RL & NL like mei liang xin one wait for your so long 2 hours++++ . -_-lll NvM

By the way I was quite shocked to see 26++++ people adding me as a friend on facebook in such a short period of 3 days.

It is the thought that counts , afterall seriously since primary 1, i havent really get a decent gift for anyone. So lat this be the first & not the last. hahhah

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18 July 08
12.47 P.M

Second time playing soccer in BBSS holding school

Today how should I say, it is so unlucky. My eyelids were twitching during english & I was thinking something would happen during PE......

Before I predicted what exactly would happen. It happened. The soccer ball came flying in my direction & " PIA " the ball smack on my face.... I was in pain & my specs went out of shape.....
Thus I went out of the court & ..............

Now I m here, still finding it diffcult to focus on some words with this oddly shaped specs.
& was quite shocked that such small little boy could exert such a huge force on the ball, as though trying to kill someone...-_-lll

There is this guy who said this, It is good that the ball hit my face instead of the goal .... I was like -_-lll what r u trying to convey??? The ball should hit me harder ar ? -_-llll

Lastly, I appreciate those that had showed their concern.(never knew that the class was that caring hahhah pretty bad de.) Thanks

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16/7/ 08
5.57 P.M.

Nowadays very weird one like I am surrounded by all christians. & nothing else what is happening? But i agree that they appear to be more modern & less sophiscated & more persuasive.



Anyway maybe I should clarify this. I also dont really know should i remain as free thinker or consider myself as a buddhist. Because, I have undergo some rituals (too long dun think I should elaborate)which makes me quite confused now. So dont bother asking me. & I dont intend to convert to christian until if I m like getting married than I will settle & see which way I will go. Till Then



This is the answer u want RONALD LAM





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17/7/ 08

10.11 A.M.

During school hours

O level Chinese listening Yr 2008

O level Chinese listening concluding statement :

Horrible + Horrendous + shocking + unexpected(unbelievable) = tough

Prove for the following equation.

Horrible + Horrendous ; The whole experience is terrible. Firstly I agree with what Ronald says the feng shui in that class was like -_-llll so dark, make people feel so eriee the atmosphere makes me feel very sleepy. The passage given was too short too complicated for me to decipher.

The passage was shockingly short, they seems to intend to leave us sitting on the fence, provide us so much information for what ? Not even giving us lots of clues to solve the problem.

Unexpected(unbelievable), because there is just not enough evidence to support the choices that we are provided with. RELIABILITY WAS NOT ENHANCED!!!!!!I have never expected such short passages , such atrocious paper.There are so many questions with similiar choices.

But something was expected that is my answers are wrong haizzzzz felt like crying.........

Thus in conclusion is that the paper is tough diffcult maybe to a extend undoable

Finally below is the conclusion I have for overall O level chinese paper (maybe I should not write about all this but nevermind these are my views no intention to harm)

Paper 1
Jeremy will do well, Ronald yes (compo dont know if i went out of point)
Paper 2
unknown (I find it do-able only)
Paper 3(listening)
I might not fare well
Paper 4 ( oral)
ronald will do better than me, (I might just hit the points)

Overall bad think i might not land on the ONE but haizzzz
Dun really wish to but my instincts tells me that it is Game Over liao

I still hope that I will land on the final destination & not crash somewhere.


gate gate pāragate pāra-saṅgate bodhi svāhā

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15/7/ 08
5.47 P.M.

One week, flew , ran past or rather disappear again. With nothing much acomplished. Occasionally a few pleasant surprises sprung up here and there.

Physics test, it is like first time this year that I get this mark. Chinese paperII I was glad that Ronald tution teacher was the one in wrong.

School nowadays are boring. Occupied with tests & nothing but tests. Practicals, Orals, listening, written anything is realated with tests.

Life after official school hours are busy. Study study study nothing else????(LOL though I did not really study but this is what I feel)

The class is getting crazier 7 crazier, nosier & nosier, more & more secretive, werier & werider.

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12 July
11.59 PM

NDP ' 08 Preview NE show 1

Thats all , lazy to post everything

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07 July

Youth Day'08

02.11 PM