Bio lesson - carbohydrates, I was playing with those little lego thingy hahhah

see this tube of foam. It was a result of some sugar solution, HCl & NaOH. I was almost shocked when I saw the efferverscence. BTW it overflew & was terribly disgusting.

Part of the horrible practical thursday. I was doing food test.

I like this pic take alook..... u find many people in it.

Poor Gabriel, look so innocent & shock. Yet u did not even notic me taking u hahhah

Stupid chemistry prac., waste so much of my time. I repeated 5 times for this titration, due to inconsistent results. The colour cahnge is like so diffcult to see. NVM. People say I crazy take this photo. hahahha

HSK photo, jeremy & his lol character.

Hui Jie - lol. 1st class birthday celebration

That's about it I need to research for my PW le, or else see me in coffin next week. Still dun really know how to link my lesson to another topic so stresss haizzzz

仁

Term 2 week 1

Theres actually quite alot I would like to say but........NVM we will see how.

First, Amanda, maybe by chance you will see this but congrats if u see this cause u find my blog... But I did rather you dont figure out the way to get here hahhah (bad right, but I did rather keep it this way)
Why ?
cause I dont really want S02 to know what the real me is like. Perhaps, most of you, or maybe everyone sees me this way- Kia- su , hardworking (a nicer way to say kia su), mugger( j..... might feel this way), smart(I dont really think so).

Anyway, hope that amanda dont read all this, I would rather let people from 6k, 2E5 & 4E3 read.

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Collected SGC today, it is freaking nice can ! & miss tan actually exaggerated too much but hahhah nvm. I shan't talked too much abt the cert.

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PW is horrible can. To date I am still quite uncertain about my linking part...... & I am supposed to hand in my first draft on on 2nd April !!!!& Mr ..... actually threatened me to get him others school notes -.-llll, nvm as usual I get some funny faces from him........

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Homework is like tusnami. There's a huge pile on my table, anyone too bored ? Come to me I can provide u with free leisure activities to keep u occupied for 2 weeks.
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& funny enough I seems to be enjoying & participating in PE, although it is more strenuenous as compared to those days.
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09S02
After a term & 1 week
Fun, hardworking, picky, erm ya daring.
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maths departmental done, bio class done left with chem & bio departmental test haizzz life's bad.
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Lastly I dont seems to trust alot of people nowadays. Perhaps I am starting to have those siege mentality, which can be rather bad if I don't take it in my stride.& I seems to getting what they can "emo" dunno why. All of a sudden I can get very down , depressed and panicky. I doubt I will get to meet people that hits off with me now. I missed those times :)


该来的,总该来.该去的,总该去.

Should be doing PW now but, aya.....

k, I seems to be in comfort zone now not really been productive for yesterday & today.Should buck up le before people catch up & I lag behind......

nvm........ gtg le...... PWWWWWW Mr Ching if you see this ,I doubt u will but just in case, I did not really hold any grudge against you...... so dun like say until I dislike your lessons can ??

误会

ok. its like last few moments to school.Here I am still struggling to finish those bits & pieces of uncompleted assignments.......

Lets see what I am still left with.

1 bio newspaper article
3 chapters of bio undone
All the common tests not revised
Chinese compo test on monday (TMR) not prepared

Maybe I should have gone for the gathering, instead of finishing my homework now -.-

Anyway, I just hope that PW, won't be that user unfriendly......
& HSK can be slower.......

gtg....

一切会过去

YMCA pictures. Chih Kiat-"Unglam" right. hahhah nvm, these are called natural!!! :)

NVM about YMCA. I am currently preparing for stupid chinese compo test on monday. It is dumb ok!!! After like 4 years of freedom from narrative essays, here I am back to square 1, once again being forced to write mushy mushy narrative essays in chinese.

Although I have a choice between 2 topics either 珍重再见 or 出国深造, I still find it quite stupid. I am supposed to put myself in a scenario whereby I am either biding goodbye to friends or family, describe scenes of crying, sad ........Why can't we just go back to those good old times, whereby I can do something I am more familiar & supposedly better at ???

I am not good at coming up with romantic sentences that describes the ambience of the environment, & I sort of the hate to describe environment!!!!!So no choice I am listening to those sad sad chinese songs to make me feel sad. -.- later turn ... again haizzz....

BTW, SGC is out le!!! It is freaking nice de lor!!!! But those Bs & Cs have already spoilt mine.

nvm, I will still go retrieve it, on 9 April(day before good friday) anyone free to tag along ???

船到桥头自然直

Haizzzz, I seems to be getting weaker day by day......

Dunno why nowadays I get emo quite easily. Perhaps I am losing faith in myself. Perhaps this is the reason why I quarrel so much. Perhaps it is why I want to keep this platform away form 02.I am really thinking twice about where I am now. I should have adhered to what you said.

The tunnel seems to be never ending. Advice never seems to land on the right ear.I should have remained calm.

"As well as you remain calm, you are alright."I should recalled that earlier.

万千世界, 有得必有矢.无智以无得,以无所得固.
但如今,可能智慧花开是上册

HSK

HSK prepartory course is really a must to attend if anyone here is gonna take HSK.I shall explain why this lesson is a complusoy lesson in the following paragraphs.

Initally, I was glad or rather elated that the questions are all in the form of MCQ, and even best is that this exam only reuires me to write 16 (ya your eyes is not playing any tricks on you 16) chinese characters(other than your chinese names & particulars). Furthermore the MCQ have answers not more than 15 words long per option.Sounds pretty user friendly & idot proof right?

The start of the music for the listening part blew me off. The super short lisentning passage is being recited at this amazingly fast speed, to my horror the questions are not printed on the question paper & the passage is only read ONCE !!!!

Furthermore, the passage is like a quiz,theres tonnes of hidden meaning behind every word or phrase, which requires quite some time for digestion before one could conclude on what to shade.But believe it or not 10 seconds, is the only interval allowed between per question!


Then come part where chinese is good at, being shrewd. After every section is completed, candidates are not allowed to go back to that section, even flipping back to the previous section is strictly not allowed! Every candidate is only allowed to make the mistake of "accidentally" flip to the wrong page twice. (perhaps they still have some heart after all)After that, one would be deemed dead, there will be no cert or report slip allocated.

Even the way to go about filling in the answer sheet is complictaed. Seriously I don't really know how to go about filling it, but nvm, dun bother le.

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Lets talk about the illegal immigrant- jeremy. Somehow, he found a way to get his hands on PJ's Darwin Tee, and managed to camouflage himself and pass by the guards without being noticed. (Although seriously to date, I still don't understand why the security didn't realised that he was in CJ's pants)& this immigrant actually managed to stay in the library without being noticed till 4.00+++pm

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I missed sec4......... those carefree days, filled with fun , laughter &..........
I regreted ...... back then, it wasn't that bad but somehow they just gushed out.
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Tonnes of HW not done, haizzzzzzz

回忆过去,展望未来

Random pics

Kapo from other5s blog 09 S 02

Bio

orientation

Class B'day cake

Jasper & Julian (hahhha caught u guys)

Just finished my CIP for this week, afew hours ago, at a student care or rather kindergarden somewhere near my place. Taking up the role of a relef teacher for those 小不点make me realised some stuffs - 1)kids are naughty & playful especially boys! 2) Kids can be adorable but demanding, unless you are super patient, if not don't try being a K1/K2 teacher.

The kids are super energetic, running around fighting , trying to snatch others toys, hitting ech others head with metal covers, scolding others stupid etcc....

As usual, I was taken advantaged of. This extremly naughty fellow actually scolded one fragile little boy stupid (all because he was slow at writting his letter b )& ended up making him cry......... & you should have seen how they urine -.- so euuu nvm I better not continue......(but I can say that bringing them to toilet is the worst thing to do!)

忙忙碌碌苦中求，何日云开何日见日头

Here I am wondering whether or not the march holidays have started. Because I no longer feel the presence those calm peaceful days that I had back in December 08.Anyway I will try to make the best out of this so called" 1 week break", have a brake take a deep breathe before I jump into that suffociating schedule that awaits me next term.

Lets see we have for this coming holiday:
Monday CIP - 11am to 4.30 pm
Tuesday - nothing for now but I did like to clear that share of amazon forest allocated to me.
Wednesday- Bio lecture, lipids, (forget the time le hahhah)
Thursday- HSK preparotory lecture, 8-11
Friday- CIP ? not sure

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China seminar yesterday was a pure waste of time. I have expected something better thats all I could say. Only managed to absorb two phrases, of which includes one 迷语

有物先天地,无形本寂寥
能为万象主,不逐四时淍

造化


I need time, to close gaps, to catch up, to calm down & think.

天地与我并生,万物与我为一

Ok, I am offically fed up with maclaurin series now. I used to have this wish to drop a durian on Newton, now I want to murder maclaurin.

I have just spent 1.5 hour doing stupid tedious & long d3y/dx3 on some funny equations, which dont really produces the answer as printed on the answer sheeet !!!

& Redox is not much better. Although I can balance the equations, which is at least better than knowing nothing,I am still unable to proceed on to deal with the structural questions.

Went for CIP with Chih Kiat & gang at YMCA. The job is pretty much of the easy & perhaps alittle slack, as compared to my previous experience at the bukit batok YMCA which was a tedious & tricky one. My job today was simply helping to jot down orders & a part time cameraman which I have not been doing for ages.

One more week to go......I thought I have adapted but perhaps, I still need more time.

祝您年年有今日,岁岁有今昭

时间真的能改变一切吗?

In about another 40++ minutes, I would be ending 16.


I hope that things will get better as days passes by. I hope that my knowledge will grow and my inner self would be more resilent. I hope that more As will be on the report card. I hope that as time goes on I will move closer to my dream course. I hope that people close to me would be healthy. I hope that I will adapt to where I am now at and make the best out of resources avaliable.

回想过去,展望将来
只愿一切,称心如意

My instincts tells me that I should not frequent this webpage so frequently, as though I am still enjoying my long O level holidays. & there would definately be people out there doing more meaningful things, like mugging, rushing homework, reading tutorials, doing lectures, research etc.

Today marks the end of my first offical study week in PJ, which seems to be getting out of hand as the days passes by. The first few days are pretty much alright but as thursday strikes, situation starts to change. Lectuers no longer seems to be meaningful, as nothing seems to register inside my brain, or perhaps others may refer it to being a coconut. Tutorials are not being fully utilised by teachers and students.....

But more specifically, some subjects no longer seems as easy as they are during the honey moon period (sec sch). Limits is restricting my progress, while cell membrane seems to be obstructing me from getting to the mitochondria & chloroplasts. Chinese characters seems to be abandoning me. K, the list goes on....

As for CCA, maybe Eco club will do the trick. Afterall I doubt I would like to deal with China day in day out at China Desk. And perhaps, it was a wise choice to give up my stuipd idea of playing with AVA, cause based on the lastest news, AVA is currently a unique CCA that still faces labour shortage in this finaicial meltdown.This means if I were to be in ,I would literatly be doing everything from moring assembly to CNY & TD.

The good news, perhaps only this piece, to sum up my rather blend week is that I have decided to try HSK . :) Pretty shocked to see that even primary 5 kids are also taking HSK, it is just beyond my imagination.

Call it the last update. Cause I will try my best to refrain myself for blogging for the week , starting from tommorrow!

好马不吃回头草

Today was a short one. Starting with china studies, china desk's intro managed to catch many people's attention. It ended with assembly, not bad la, NS experience with so much remicising.

Turing down a CCA can be a bad experience. People tends to get hostile when rejected. Anyway, I went ECO after closing that meaningful door.....

Tomorrow is super long day... Ending with dreadful PE.

When the tough gets going, the going gets tough.........

I seems to have this bad habit of wondering to blogger whenever I uses this computer. Nevermind. Today was a short day, starting with PE, ending with PW.

I wonder why I seems to enjoy PE more in PJC although I am doing same old stuff, 2.4K run etc. Anyway I was rather shocked to find out that I am not even 50 kg, 49.6 to be exact. How light! Holidays seems to be a waste. It did not offered any help with regards to my weight, in fact I think I have slimed down by 0.4 +++ kg ?

Lessons are so so. I would say that it is mundane & banal. Still wondering whether I should be at AVA tomorrow, or maybe I can be daring to join Eco club, which will ultimately place my testiomial at stake.

K, enough of all this talk. (BTW I have seriously been talking alot nowadays,neglecting my work & stuff. But maybe these are all the luxurxies in terms of time I can enjoy for now. As months past by, dates draws nearer, I might find myself in this time strapped situation & .......)

I have to get back to bio research & homework again........ life still goes on.

时来运转，点石成金

Perhaps I should not be here at this moment. Maybe mugging would be a better thing to do. But there dont seems much to mug over & I am not in the mood.



Homework seems to be no longer in the dictionary.Instead it has been replaced by tutorials, something lighter than homework, which I don't seems to be enjoying.



Lessons are replaced by lectures, which basically is having an adult standing in front of 100++ students talking non-stop, practising what I call one way teaching, forcing things down your throat without knowing whether or not you have the apptide to hold everything and are you able to fully digest & utilise them well.

Nevermind. There are funny teachers with funny characters, which might not really be able to contribute to my academic. (not everyone ok, if not I can count domsdays le.....)

But I like what Mdm Loo says , Start with an end in mind. Only when you are desperatly after somethings, then will you be pushing yourself to your limits. Which eventually may bring you to or at least closer to your dreams.

Maybe I should really try harder, because there is something lingering in me. This is the reason for me to desperatly want to try poly last last week. I am afraid that I cannot make it to ........... course, so

人因梦想而伟大

There goes week 2, with nothing much done. But who cares, at least I have managed to meet up with people I have wanted to since week 1 & managed to more or less fit into JC life.

Orientation wasn't really fun last week but things starts to change last tuesday, first day of class orientation. Ice breakers, fun , mass, cute dance etc. But maybe what I like more is the 2 OGLs. They are not those that goes super crazy, but not dull also, something mild & suitable for me hahhha. Day one was spent mostly on folding paper stars for the record making thingy. Day two was war & water games. Day three, more dance , dinner & finale, & ya dental trip .

First dental trip of the year was super a fast trip, the whole cleaning , cum X-ray process took only 13 minutes to be exact. Which I was very much glad about. But on the other hand, I was informed that my wisdom tooth is out and adviced that I should extract it when I am young ( some time during my holidays) because recovery from operation when I am young would be mucg faster & it prevents chances of gums infection.

Anyway the school was blasted with shouts & music last night, by high spirted JC1s. Ended school at around 9+++ pm.

k, enough of play & honeymoon le. Next week would be real business le. Mdm Loo Ai Wei is my chinese teacher cum co CT. Wonder how will it be like.

懊恼

1st taste of JC's bitter life.

I have managed to live through this week full of decicion - makings and dull orientations. Making me full of emotions- angered, troubled, bored.......Anyway, no doubt I am still trying to cope with that "no life" kind of working schedule, I think I will still try JC.

As for CCA, most probably I will end up in AVA with Chih Kiat, since he sort of the offered me some lucrative incentives in order to rope me into AVA for company.

With regards to subject combination, maybe I am stupid to take up china studies as a H1. But if I really cannot opt out of it on monday then I will just have to accept it and work with it for the months to come. Chinese on the other hand seems to become a worrying factor for me, because it sounds as though some big investments mentally and physically needs to be done, in order for me to get what I want. On the same track with chinese, bio and PW, seems to be another big hurdle. Bio requires quite a huge memory space in my CPU, which I have yet to be able to upgrade. while the later, which requires oral presentation, seems to be something which requires much courage and effort.

Enough of school, I would like to say something other than school but there seems to be little content avaliable.

Went CCK yesterday to renew my consession card.Unknowingly I bump into Yi Ting, which seems to be slimer and alittle tired looking. Wonder what happen to her.

Next stop was NTUC & nothing more, Lot 1 is empty thats all I could say.

Need to go cut hair later le. I dont want stupid dentention.

Jeremy, Wen Xin I am seriously missing u guys. The joys and laughters that we share.....locally & abroad.
Ronald, miss arguing with u hahhah & thanks for these few days :) It's good to have you.
mun kit, miss your company.

Mrs OOi, Mrs Lim come be my JC teacher hahhah

想把烦恼都忘掉
I am feeling tired and miserable.

Erm Maybe I will try Biology, Chemistry, Maths as H2 and appeal for H1 econs. Thats about it . I think I am some what keen with econs. That lecturer today actually managed to interest me with those examples and make me determined at appealing for econs.

Orientation is simply dull and plain. As for detentions, my gut feeling tells me to stay obedient and not be adventurous. Because the duration of 6 pm to 8 pm is simply going to eat into my dinner and perhaps force me to forgo my "homework time".

As for the teachers, I really have no idea of how they would be like eventually. Most of them appears to be like nice sociable adults, with some exceptional cases. There's this teacher which really sets most BBSS students thinking whether he is related by blood to the Mr Queck thats currently teaching in BBSS.But what we can confirm is that he is not as gigantic and "volcanic" looking as compared to the Mr that we know.

It will be hard times ahead. Perhaps I will call it last post for this week.

无路可选, 只好顺风而飘

I am feeling terrible now. -.- nvm dun bother on why.

Saw lots of people whom I have never ever thought of seeing. Primary school friends, tution classmates, many more la. By the way BBSS alumni can also have one branch there also -.-

Activites I shan't comment too much but. O level students out there, what blogs says are somehow true la. believe them. I am in no position to say any more stuff thats all.

Orientation today was ok. I was rather slow can't even memorize one single name yet hahhah. As for the cheers, if not for the wordings, maybe I would be like turn dumb le. OGLS are not bad, at least they dont force concepts into us.

But what really capture me was the principal's speech. I would say that it is rather inspiring but the teachers as usual some good, some crude and some bad.

thats about it le, I am still stuck with stupid options thats not bringing me anywhere. -.-

百感交既, 语无论次

Last day of holiday. Last moments of freedom.

路是人走出来的

Although I have been doing things without brain for the whole of this holiday, I still that I have spent it quite fruitfully le. Work was fun, outings were interesting, mood was not really good but who cares. As for friends, thanks alot :)

Maybe I might just forgo the so called "foolish dream" of trying H2 chinese and have H2 bio or perhaps physics,provided I become daring enough.

Econs - nevermind I will just try
Chem - sounds ok for now
Math - hope that is ok hehheh

GP - maybe not ok
PW - wonder if it will be ok