Just back from a holiday that arrived at a right time............ I consider it as a "runaway" from certain things. I'll have a post on my holiday asap. I actually intended to have a post on it, but certain facts simply gushed back into my mind upon my arrival to Changi Airport........

I wanna erase something away from my life, but they simply remain as facts that I find it disgusted. Too much overwealmed me in these years. I wanna start all over again.

I might need another getaway soon, before NS.

YES, I AGREED THAT I MAY BE USELESS, YET I FELT HELPLESS ABOUT IT. ( at least at this moment.) the twists & turns are really irritating. the hopes that glimmer are the forces that nagvigate me, yet it is also the idea that shut me off from lots of opportunities.