希望明天一切会顺心如意
愿得三宝加持

Time passed super fast, its like going to Novemeber le. Unbelievably fast, promo's over now is chinese then next moment I will be dealing with PW.

Didnt do much for chinese yet, I was thinking, to try my luck, this time round. Because dunno why, I just dun feel like studying for it, although I really want that apple up there. haizzz

PW, abit hopeless now. zzzzzz

心有而力不从

2nd post for the day.

Quite emo and disheartened now,especially after the OP practise. It's like my OP sux. When I stood infront without anyone at all, I went blank, completely. zzzzzzzzz someone please save me. It's not as if I didnt try memorizing the scrip, but it just dont come out natural. Neither does it come out smoothly.

Life after promo is also very draining. Especially when I dun dare to talk for OP. I dont know why. How should I overcome my fobia?Haizzzz.........

Maybe, if you didnt meet me, you would have been better...................Apologies.

诺要有缘,自会相见.

Currently in class. PW with vendor. Hui Jie aka Joan group presenting.

Just handed in WR, like 1 ++ hour ago. Phewwwww finally , now I am left with OP le. Hope it wil be good.

This weekend need to get some ample rest & then need chiong my chinese le. Don't want any regrets next summer. :)

Chinese later. abit dry. but cant help it.

勤有功,戏无易

I feel the pinch.............

积少成多......I finally understand le. Printing outside really cost me a BOMB! My acct now is like in a pathetic state. zzzzzzz Wasted 1 hour also. NVM.

At least WR is over and done with le. Now left with burning WR into discs le.

我好相被咬掉一块肉

Haiyo ...................... Really speechless le.

Anyway, miscommunication can really kill.
I am right today to say that I need to improve on my communication skills, communicate with clarity & precision. Co-ordinate, forget about it la. Sick of PW.

烦死人了.

终于明白为何老天让我拥有的是13而不是9.

大片乌云散去后的滋味是好的.

我在盼那雨后彩虹的到来.

Hmmmmm, another week flew by................................

One more week & I will be sitting for first A paper, feels werid. this year really flew by. There is this feeling that I have wasted one year, not much memories made, other than promos, tests, lectures, PW.

This week, boring.

Things didn't really went quite well these few days. But at least I had my share of oral presentation today. Although, the scene wasn't really very pleasant initially, due to the utter shock I experienced in the morning, things generally went smoothly. Afterall jessie did turned up & I was like PHEW! Finally at last.

Anyway let me dwell abit deeper, I wonder if I looked so bossy? Yes I admit that I am abit naggy & stuff, but I doubt I boss around, & contribute my eye power only.

Is rather rude to Miss yeoh, to have changed the schedule lined up by her,without getting her consent first. But luckily things didnt turn out too bad.

K, back to Op, was rather neverous, I don't know why, but the moment I am infront, my hands starts to shiver abit & my I start to mummble abit. My pronounciation becomes unclear, etc. But , to my surprise, the teachers was fine with this minor mistakes(that's what they said). Perhaps , the lucky part was that I am loud.

Enough for PW, there's definately more rooms for improvement.

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My wrong choice of words & my stupid mouth.

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Chinese compos are driving me crazy, what werid compo are we writing nowadays. Perhaps is the problem with my train of thoughts.

即来知,则安知

This post maybe abit arrogant or what , please ignore it if you r not in the mood.

Guess I am really running short of time. Need to work extra hard for next week. I really really hope that another miracle will happen.I know I am being greedy here. I have already been blessed for bio, perhaps PW is an exchange. Chinese, I will try my best de, I really dun wan to let myself, or any others down.


一波未平，一波又起。烦人的一年

酸甜苦辣,喜怒哀乐,五味杂尘,人身无常
奇迹终于出现了,我在找的答案,也似乎出现了.但我好像,有点犹豫.

福似乎无双至,有得必有失.是我的错,我承认.

感谢三世诸天神佛护佑加持

Another week flew by

Life after promos, wasn't really as smooth or rather as free as I have thought to be. Especially when there's PW and Cl hanging in my mind.

Frankly speaking, I don't hold much faith in PW, especially now, felt abit like giving up, but it has been 8 months le, 1 more to go, just the last lap le, so persist abit more ba. At least I wouldn't regret next summer.

As for chinese, perhaps, I should focus on my essay writing skills. The essay did be the factor that will determine my A or B.

Had farewell assembly for JC2 today, was rather interesting to me. Especially the words of encouragement, 句句,扣人心弦,字字,刻骨铭心.

Sort of the skipped PW today, went to commonwealth sec at 1.30pm to attend another sort of synposium thingy.Carried 2 dam hevy & gigantic containers of enzymes there. Attended a talk, then did a mini presentation, in which I performed badly. x= worry for my PW.Director General of WWF was there, with his wife.

Judgement day on tuesday. I hope I don't let myself down again. Its worrying to see how people go jitters over result release. That faithful day should not repeat again...........

日出前的黑暗
迷宫里的希望
风雨后的彩虹
我盼会到吗?

终于雨过天晴了.

IHG(Inter-house games)

In that short span of time today, I did managed to learn reversi & abit of international chess. Was trashed badly, in chinese chess(mind u is a straight 0 for 5 rounds -.-),thanks to the present of chess club memebers & our foregin talents from china (kidding no offence).

However the process of waiting was abit too grueling & bored. But managed to live through it, with the aid of 4 groups of people.To kill time, I simply moved between the levels and places to chat with people. Managed to catch up abit with jeffery, my pri. school friend.

While chit chatting I realised something today, perhaps I had been too overwhlemed with results & nothing else, that to an extend I have neglected about my surroundings. Occasionally, a slow walk back, to think through and interact with people might really be beneficial.

There is a reason for our presence today, our impact may not be great but, certainly fate has arranged it in such a way that(if we notice) is fair to all. We grumbled about our misfortunes, the minute and little incidents that erases off from our memory , as time passes. But if we slow downour pace to do a comparison, perhaps those little things wasn't really that bad as compared to what others might have suffered. They are just some stepping stones, that spur us on.

过去,现代,当今,未来

Perhaps, I was really wrong yesterday.............. One of the tragedies of life is that certain phrases are said without any intention or feeling behind them. We've lost a large portion of our ability to communicate our emotions to this life of plastic sentiments. Let us tell you that we really do hope that you have a sublime, great, wonderful day..............

Canon Photomarathon 2009

Ytd, almost whole day spent at Suntec. Walked from city hall MRT station to 5th floor I think of suntec, via that underpass filled with shops 6 times. Yet I don't even get a chance to go into a single shop, other than that paper shop that sells freaking classed papers.(*not exam papers, dun mistaken me)I did get some from there in december, if I don't travel this year end. :) Even though there are numerous escalators but they seemed useless to me.

The 3 topics , released at 9am, 12.30pm, 4pm, were togetherness, motion, energy respectively. Intially me amanda & mayvin, was flying around like somehead less flies, took 111 to orchard, then walk walk, take some pics, then realise pics there sux. Thus amanda went to Vivo, while me & mayvin went to chinatown. Where I posed for her chicken together with rice pic, spending $7 on 2 drumbsticks & a packet of rice lols :)

In the end, for the first question I chose a photo that I 偷拍. A mother & son along streets of orchard. hehe.Then went back quee up at suntec, freaking long de!!!!

Motion question was simply done in suntec mall area & the underpass, cause I am just too hungry & wanted things done. Food at food republic taste normal only, yet they charge exorbitant prices.

Inside toy's r us

Suntec fountain

Chopsticks

Takashimaya

Outside ION ORCHARD

INSIDE ION

Energy question, is simple, the idea of batteries, cookies striked me. Mayvin went to chinatown, I headed for vivo, as I need a supermarket, while Amanda went to bishan. Over at Vivo, brought cookies & ended up in Giant taking a shot of all energy drinks. Then went to rooftop to take my battery& cookie picture.Lots of people seeing, so pai seh .

Tiring day, think I did at least 2.4Km of walking ba :) Although I didnt really produce a decent photo but at least it is quite an interesting experience. :) Tired but contented. & thanks mayvin & amanda for making the day :)

机缘巧合

Its a bit bored to be at home nowadays. Wondered how I manage to pass my previous 14 years of life staying at home during holidays.Today's just one day, and I cannot tahan le.

Anyways tmr, going for Canon photomarathon, sounds fun & cool :)Hope I will enjoy myself & not get so tired easily ba:)

But hor, my dad's DSLR is giving me lots of headache. Maybe I really is IT dinosaur haha.

Dad redeem the chocolate cake from bangawan solo le. Felt dam cool, the wedding couple actually gave cards for us to chose & redempt our own cakes.Is like first time :)

WR is really like 0.0 一个头两个大Only chapter 4 end then 3000 words liao zzzzz

要走的路还很长,就当是休息片刻来养精蓄锐吧

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Like this :) so grand

TTP-flower I got a much nicer de.

Look so stressed, Orang-u-tan I took 3years ago. Just like me during promos hahah

After editing

Before editing

After editing

Before editing

Trying to find a classphoto that is decent for editing, with good pixles. Facebook's pixles is really really bad.Anyone can send me?

一个旅程的结束，意味着新的到来。。。。。。。。

Original Photo........................The edited one still look nicer, it is more colourful & vibrant,compared to this.
Anyway I need a new facebook display pic!!!! Everyone seems to have updated their pics le I need to update also le!

终于结束了！

Phew .........oooooooooooooOOOOOOOO

Finally is over le.
So glad that everything is over. Felt so sick these few days.
But its over le.
Can't say no regrets but I tried le. If I am destined to stay or alter my path, we'll see how ba. Its holidays le :)
On my old comp now to retrieve photos for editing. Finally something I like to do.
hmm wonder if my plans after tmr is too grandoise & wild.
Should I mug ? hahah just kidding.
Now also like no headache le. Dam promos, is really driving me crazy, heng its over :)
Chinese and PW, two bulky stuffs.

内心终于恢复到原有的平静
感谢三宝加持

Phew, finally this week is over le. I have alot to say, besides being stressful, insomia, deprived of sleep & stuff.上吊,也要喘口气.

Ytd, after chemistry dunno y, heart or chest area start to pain, when I take deep breaths it gets worse. took 1.5hr ++ to recover.....Then today down with headache. Went see tcm, cause I refuse to eat panadol. Then say I too stress & some.............. heart pain because muscle cramp affect the blood circulation....................What a wrong time to be sick. Sianz, whole day, can't do much today. C.S.E seems down the drain.

The feeling before and after bio is seriously different.The paper, is do-able but I doubt I will perform, afterall I went blank.Just hope that I pass & prove her wrong. Chemistry is 完蛋了! freaking carelesss.Just hope that maths will be ok, I hope I dun get a C again.

Maybe just maybe I might really be too stressed these few days.Really looking forward to next tue after, 3.30pm. I would be free again :)

可能我真的是累了.一路走来,风风雨雨,起起落落.希望会,雨过天晴.