2nd post for the day.

Quite emo and disheartened now,especially after the OP practise. It's like my OP sux. When I stood infront without anyone at all, I went blank, completely. zzzzzzzzz someone please save me. It's not as if I didnt try memorizing the scrip, but it just dont come out natural. Neither does it come out smoothly.

Life after promo is also very draining. Especially when I dun dare to talk for OP. I dont know why. How should I overcome my fobia?Haizzzz.........

Maybe, if you didnt meet me, you would have been better...................Apologies.

诺要有缘,自会相见.