It really takes quite a bit of effort to comfort yourself that, life is full of ups & downs and you should be prepare to deal with the obstacles ahead.

But it takes even more
- to encourage yourself stay afloat, as deep inside, you already know that you are sinking (fast).
- to believe that miracles will repeat itself.
- to hold faith that the skies will clear & the rainbow would be there smiling at me.

yes, indeed, the road ahead is still long. ( 8 more months, I am just pregnant for 1 month & those morning sickness will just worsen) It's still too early to tell whether at the end of the day, I will sense the warm and welcoming light from the sun, or be trapped further down the endless tunnel. But perhaps, one thing is for sure - just try your best, and let nature take its course.

人活着就是上苍的恩赐, 人的举止是上苍的恩点