Perhaps its like first time in 4 years time that I am feeling so insecure & hopeless for an exam. It can be demoralising to hear words like nvm..(I simply don't know how to put it across). A tiring day. I might breakdown again. I hope I don't. If I have a wish to be granted this year, I just hope I can pass promos and get promoted. I am willing to exchange it with anything. It is seriously too stressful this year, that I don't want to have to repeat things again. The ups and downs, I have enough of them. If only I could sleep forever, perhaps things might come to an end.

拿得起，就真的要放得下，吗？