Today- first day of remedial lessons
interesting so long never touch other subjects le except chinese. Kick start with geography & maths.
Maths is fun cause so long never do. Geography first time is so boring & dry. But the day is good.
Had a good long afternoon sleep,felt so good now. Even my face de skin also feel better le LOL. But the black circles like still there leh?
There is a urge to eat something but dunno what, maybe will go out on friday to buy food.
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27 May
07.32 PM
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Monday, May 26, 2008
26 May 2008 O level chinese paper 1&2
早上那场令人担忧，惆怅的雨过了，但似乎还没看到彩虹。
可是心中那块重重的大石终于落下了。心飘飘然的-开心，如从获自由式的。LOL
心情是无与伦比的好。虽然这一路走来不易，绊脚石很多，但毕竟也过来了。
但愿在但愿我今天在那些洁白的卷子，上写的字是对的。希望明天会跟好。
Finally after 1 week of chinese intensive, the O is done. "o" . Feeling stressed by people around initially but, after reading the question I was feeling much better le. Less stressful. Mangage to do P.1. P.2 was -_- the close passage is easy. The MCQ comprehension was -_-llll haiz the first passage already Killed me&my courage. Nvm the open ended comprehension was OK only didn't really find it too diffcult neither was it easy.
Feeling now is good,like in cloud nine! LOL I m nt trying to say that I am sure that i will score but it is just a good start la :) . After all those chinese intensive, u manage to get the whole thing over,it is like hahhah,although i find the test papers we did a little -_-lll.
希望今天的卷子不会辜负我。
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26 May
03.50 PM
可是心中那块重重的大石终于落下了。心飘飘然的-开心，如从获自由式的。LOL
心情是无与伦比的好。虽然这一路走来不易，绊脚石很多，但毕竟也过来了。
但愿在但愿我今天在那些洁白的卷子，上写的字是对的。希望明天会跟好。
Finally after 1 week of chinese intensive, the O is done. "o" . Feeling stressed by people around initially but, after reading the question I was feeling much better le. Less stressful. Mangage to do P.1. P.2 was -_- the close passage is easy. The MCQ comprehension was -_-llll haiz the first passage already Killed me&my courage. Nvm the open ended comprehension was OK only didn't really find it too diffcult neither was it easy.
Feeling now is good,like in cloud nine! LOL I m nt trying to say that I am sure that i will score but it is just a good start la :) . After all those chinese intensive, u manage to get the whole thing over,it is like hahhah,although i find the test papers we did a little -_-lll.
希望今天的卷子不会辜负我。
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26 May
03.50 PM
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
1st day of chinese intensive
今天忙了一整天，第一次上了一整天的华文， 用华文来写字，思考，说话 了一整天。
难道这就是学校要教我们的？ 平时不烧香，临时抱佛脚？ 很累，很多错，很可怕。
李春琏进来说了一些发人深省的话。 第一次，觉得他那么有理。
今天看了SA1的成绩，下了我一跳，这么烂的成绩还能让我考到16，29 真是人算不如天算。
我知道不是很好但知足常乐，现在就这样好了。
感谢三是诸佛，四方菩萨的加持与互佑
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20 May
08。00 PM
难道这就是学校要教我们的？ 平时不烧香，临时抱佛脚？ 很累，很多错，很可怕。
李春琏进来说了一些发人深省的话。 第一次，觉得他那么有理。
今天看了SA1的成绩，下了我一跳，这么烂的成绩还能让我考到16，29 真是人算不如天算。
我知道不是很好但知足常乐，现在就这样好了。
感谢三是诸佛，四方菩萨的加持与互佑
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20 May
08。00 PM
Monday, May 19, 2008
This weekend is so so so wasteful! I dont think i have done really much constructive for my chinese revision. 没时间了！
Went to pray in temple yesterday & today. Overall ok not bad fun, yesterday saw alot of things the temple was rather packed,luckily there was air con inside or else i think i will be sweating like siao le. Regret seeing the wrong timing should have gone there on saturday for the grand consecration of buddha ceremony. Haiz never see b4, such a waste. Dunno until when then i can see one,it is like once every century?
佛历2552 但愿，法轮常转，六时吉祥，著佛加持，佛法常在，一切如意。
南无釋迦牟尼佛，南无当来下生弥勒尊佛，南无阿彌陀佛
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19 May
08。29 PM
Went to pray in temple yesterday & today. Overall ok not bad fun, yesterday saw alot of things the temple was rather packed,luckily there was air con inside or else i think i will be sweating like siao le. Regret seeing the wrong timing should have gone there on saturday for the grand consecration of buddha ceremony. Haiz never see b4, such a waste. Dunno until when then i can see one,it is like once every century?
佛历2552 但愿，法轮常转，六时吉祥，著佛加持，佛法常在，一切如意。
南无釋迦牟尼佛，南无当来下生弥勒尊佛，南无阿彌陀佛
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19 May
08。29 PM
Friday, May 16, 2008
2nd wkend b4 CL O Level.
Today, I would say is fun la. English summary gave me a ray of hope,to turn my english from C5 to B4 . I totally agree that the teacher is b.................... de how on earth can she be so hayo careless? The pts written so clear some even like directly lifted from answer sheets one she oso can miss.
Chemistry after school is fun hahhah. Make the dunno what la polyster or what de so fun & sticky. & finally after so long i realise where to find 相思豆in our school managed to pick like 20++++ within 2 days. The viscous liquid is dam sticky de lo. But overall it is still fun la.
Then went to eat lunch with nicholas & ronald. Hokkien mee& carrot cake , something i craved for dunno why. First time see ronald finish his food. Mdm teo would be very proud i think. But haizz dunno why after eating i crave for lemon & green tea.
By the way first time i see someone sleep in hawker center directly after lunch guess is who LOL
After that went to Popular with nicholas & saw 我不想看到的人- 二舅姆，老妖怪 I think she was quite shock to see me. Buy pens le den quickly rush away from that floor.
After that went to ask exchange rate. OMG so ex there. 1SGD = 1.38 USD , 1 SGD = 10000 Dong . After that went home.
Haiz go home le, tell my mother my sightings ended up getting scold by her, say why i did not call her,等一下老妖怪辉说我没家教haiz.....
After a week of surprises & shocks 我终于了宁静来了。 想通了， 人无千日好，花无百日红。
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16 May
07.57 PM
Chemistry after school is fun hahhah. Make the dunno what la polyster or what de so fun & sticky. & finally after so long i realise where to find 相思豆in our school managed to pick like 20++++ within 2 days. The viscous liquid is dam sticky de lo. But overall it is still fun la.
Then went to eat lunch with nicholas & ronald. Hokkien mee& carrot cake , something i craved for dunno why. First time see ronald finish his food. Mdm teo would be very proud i think. But haizz dunno why after eating i crave for lemon & green tea.
By the way first time i see someone sleep in hawker center directly after lunch guess is who LOL
After that went to Popular with nicholas & saw 我不想看到的人- 二舅姆，老妖怪 I think she was quite shock to see me. Buy pens le den quickly rush away from that floor.
After that went to ask exchange rate. OMG so ex there. 1SGD = 1.38 USD , 1 SGD = 10000 Dong . After that went home.
Haiz go home le, tell my mother my sightings ended up getting scold by her, say why i did not call her,等一下老妖怪辉说我没家教haiz.....
After a week of surprises & shocks 我终于了宁静来了。 想通了， 人无千日好，花无百日红。
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16 May
07.57 PM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
The stone that i had always wanted
Finally it is like along time i see such a fine transulcent jade cabochon. But I am currently not in any financial power to obtain one haizzzz.
adapted from http://www.8yu.com/
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
一线之差
today. I would say that it is really a bad bad bad day. Recieve 2 paper twos, both fail one. Haiz never never never was it like that before in my life OK ! Haiz but dunno why i wasn't really feeling so sad,which is abnormal? But i really really cannot stand the people around me.
Haizzz
Physics- horrific 29/80
chemistry- Why 39/80 1 more mark also dun give so stingy
不知为何，但不知为何只是有点失落，却没有那种失魂落魄的心情。可能是麻木了。
算了，这只是个开始，但愿会越来越平稳，好走。
Actually dunno why but I am looking forward to maths. Afterall it is my wish.
但愿明天不会那么可怕，一切如意，希望获得三世诸佛和三宝加持。
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13 May
07.57 PM
Haizzz
Physics- horrific 29/80
chemistry- Why 39/80 1 more mark also dun give so stingy
不知为何，但不知为何只是有点失落，却没有那种失魂落魄的心情。可能是麻木了。
算了，这只是个开始，但愿会越来越平稳，好走。
Actually dunno why but I am looking forward to maths. Afterall it is my wish.
但愿明天不会那么可怕，一切如意，希望获得三世诸佛和三宝加持。
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13 May
07.57 PM
Monday, May 12, 2008
Today a is a rather pleasant day i would say. But i doubt tml would be so good, cause to me I think i have depleted almost all of my good crops are like depleted. The paper 2s marks which are on their way for vetting by Mrs kee, will probably turn her white ( i m saying mine).
The social studies is really a pleasant surprise. I actually thought that it is rather diffcult&immpossible for an A2,but it turned out right.
The paper one of bio is another surprise. I at first thought that i would have like 15+++ question wrong but it turned out good,& that if i have not make some stupid options of shading the wrong stuff& seeing the wrong numbers i would have 3 more marks.
但愿明天不会那么可怕，一切如意，希望获得三世诸佛和三宝加持。
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12 May
06.23 PM
The social studies is really a pleasant surprise. I actually thought that it is rather diffcult&immpossible for an A2,but it turned out right.
The paper one of bio is another surprise. I at first thought that i would have like 15+++ question wrong but it turned out good,& that if i have not make some stupid options of shading the wrong stuff& seeing the wrong numbers i would have 3 more marks.
但愿明天不会那么可怕，一切如意，希望获得三世诸佛和三宝加持。
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12 May
06.23 PM
Sunday, May 11, 2008
A week before the uncertaincy
These few days been the most relaxed 4 or rather 3.5 days ever in the whole sec 4 life. Did not do anything,meaningful though but was happy. Though i am currently like suffering from sleepless nights,but I am happy to be awayfrom school&work.I doubt i have really sat infront of my study table ,studying or fliping through anything.这 四天的休息是短站的。但对于我来说是重要的，古人云；休息是为了走更长远的路。Monday onwards,another round of war will start, starting with the war of marks, followed by intensive war of chinese.hoped that chinese will not demoralise me. :)
忙忙碌碌的，一个周末有这样过了。不想它来的星期一，转眼间即将到来。不知如何是好，以党鼓起勇气坦然面对它的到来，还是haizz真是让我不知所措。希望这段占的平静不是暴风雨来令前的征兆，而是安祥的。
但愿明天不会那么可怕，一切如意，希望获得三世诸佛和三宝加持。
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10 May
06.34 PM
忙忙碌碌的，一个周末有这样过了。不想它来的星期一，转眼间即将到来。不知如何是好，以党鼓起勇气坦然面对它的到来，还是haizz真是让我不知所措。希望这段占的平静不是暴风雨来令前的征兆，而是安祥的。
但愿明天不会那么可怕，一切如意，希望获得三世诸佛和三宝加持。
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10 May
06.34 PM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Class photo
Is this photo nice?
Just realised that i have not really been utilising the photoshop i brought like how long ago, so i did this. Personally i find it to be nicer that the one on the down left coner. The down right corner is the original one.
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9 May
06.17 PM
Friday, May 9, 2008
"Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one getting burned. "& 'Words have the power to both destroy and heal. When words are both true and kind, they can change our world.' by Eternal Shakyamuni Buddha
recently things occur, make me realise that 人言可畏，一时失使得千古恨，的道理。
人与人之间讲求的是一个‘信’字。这信字，一旦不见，猜疑，质疑，将发身，那时自己会开始自我封闭，友谊将‘毁誉一代’，之后可想而知。
耀 ™
9 May
10。31 PM
recently things occur, make me realise that 人言可畏，一时失使得千古恨，的道理。
人与人之间讲求的是一个‘信’字。这信字，一旦不见，猜疑，质疑，将发身，那时自己会开始自我封闭，友谊将‘毁誉一代’，之后可想而知。
耀 ™
9 May
10。31 PM
Trip to dentist
Trip to a dentist have been so unbearable for a long time. Today I went to the dentist, because my teeth is really in a black ugly condition after 5 mths of rough treatment by me & long service to me since the last trip to the dental.
At first it was ok , normal scaling was carried out. But due to the fact that those bad strong stains on my teeth was so diffcult to remove by normal scaling, the doctor ended up using the saltwater spray. It has been along long time that he used that. It is painful & awful ok! The salt was like the being passed through electrostatic precipitator, when each individual particle hit my tounge & gums, it is like a charged partcle hitting me with so much force! It is so painful, that as if it is like needle poking me,until I m so nubed, that I don’t know blood is oozing out from my gums due to the spray,(I only know that there is blood because of the red water that came out of my mouth when I risen it .
Furthermore there is like a 2.5 cm diameter tube hangs around & forced into my mouth at times by the nurse to take in any flying salt , a 0.9 cm tube at the side of my mouth to take in excess saliva & liquid, a mirror, & the salt sprayer. Worst still the doctor, I think he thinks that my mouth is too small& he tried to force it bigger ! ouch! Such a bad time.
But at lest the pain I suffered is worthwhile. My teeth is much much whiter though still nt white la.
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9 May
09.27 PM
Trip to a dentist have been so unbearable for a long time. Today I went to the dentist, because my teeth is really in a black ugly condition after 5 mths of rough treatment by me & long service to me since the last trip to the dental.
At first it was ok , normal scaling was carried out. But due to the fact that those bad strong stains on my teeth was so diffcult to remove by normal scaling, the doctor ended up using the saltwater spray. It has been along long time that he used that. It is painful & awful ok! The salt was like the being passed through electrostatic precipitator, when each individual particle hit my tounge & gums, it is like a charged partcle hitting me with so much force! It is so painful, that as if it is like needle poking me,until I m so nubed, that I don’t know blood is oozing out from my gums due to the spray,(I only know that there is blood because of the red water that came out of my mouth when I risen it .
Furthermore there is like a 2.5 cm diameter tube hangs around & forced into my mouth at times by the nurse to take in any flying salt , a 0.9 cm tube at the side of my mouth to take in excess saliva & liquid, a mirror, & the salt sprayer. Worst still the doctor, I think he thinks that my mouth is too small& he tried to force it bigger ! ouch! Such a bad time.
But at lest the pain I suffered is worthwhile. My teeth is much much whiter though still nt white la.
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9 May
09.27 PM
"Let us rise up and be thankful, for if we didn't learn a lot today, at least we learned a little, and if we didn't learn a little, at least we didn't get sick, and if we got sick, at least we didn't die; so, let us all be thankful."Eternal Shakyamuni Buddha
found this phrase very suitable for me.
"Do not overrate what you have received, nor envy others.
He who envies others does not obtain peace of mind. "
This part is suitable for
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9 May
09.50AM
found this phrase very suitable for me.
"Do not overrate what you have received, nor envy others.
He who envies others does not obtain peace of mind. "
This part is suitable for
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9 May
09.50AM
Thursday, May 8, 2008
hours after 2008 SA1
Today , i shall not dwell on with exams afterall u know bad. Went home with mun kit , Leyu joshua,& gang. Mun kit's girl friend lost her ring so yesterday,so i & leyu decided to go find for him. We combed the whole 1 by 1 m thick grass patch but we find nothing. Mun kit was so anxious that he wanted to remove almost every grass on the area. After a while more we deicded to replay the scene of how the ring lost. thus i took out a coin & he threw it. We folowed where the coin lands ,but we cant find it !
However guess what the ring was spotted & found hahhah!
the rest of the day was rather boring. Online blogging typing post etc.
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8 May
10.34PM
However guess what the ring was spotted & found hahhah!
the rest of the day was rather boring. Online blogging typing post etc.
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8 May
10.34PM
百感交集Part 2- 4E3 review
The people around , what can I say ,especially those which your think are close to me but NVM, they are like LOL children that is what I do when I was young hahhah.
But there is something I can feel, for sure amongst our class, fences are up, walls are getting higher & higher day by day. To the person with a Chinese character 1+1 +1 I m not referring to u.
Maybe I am oversensitive but, I doubt I m, there are ( I emphasize are >1) people who r selfish, self centered, whom I shall not name. But there is one thing I can be sure. What Confucius said, 子曰：人之处，性本善,is applicable to our class & thus if cases of missing textbooks do occur they would most likely be stolen by other classes.
On the other hand maybe it might be the nature of jealousy that leads to all this. There are people who 妒忌others easily even over 1 or 0.5 marks I know who they r, they appear to be ok when they hears that u r better by a little, though they are the good ones, but deep inside……
I don’t know whether I should have said all this but nvm la, it is the truth.
Wonder if u guys will hate me?LOL
揭缔，揭缔，波罗揭缔，波罗僧揭缔，菩提萨婆呵 但愿文殊菩萨加持我 一切如意。
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8 May
9.47PM
But there is something I can feel, for sure amongst our class, fences are up, walls are getting higher & higher day by day. To the person with a Chinese character 1+1 +1 I m not referring to u.
Maybe I am oversensitive but, I doubt I m, there are ( I emphasize are >1) people who r selfish, self centered, whom I shall not name. But there is one thing I can be sure. What Confucius said, 子曰：人之处，性本善,is applicable to our class & thus if cases of missing textbooks do occur they would most likely be stolen by other classes.
On the other hand maybe it might be the nature of jealousy that leads to all this. There are people who 妒忌others easily even over 1 or 0.5 marks I know who they r, they appear to be ok when they hears that u r better by a little, though they are the good ones, but deep inside……
I don’t know whether I should have said all this but nvm la, it is the truth.
Wonder if u guys will hate me?LOL
揭缔，揭缔，波罗揭缔，波罗僧揭缔，菩提萨婆呵 但愿文殊菩萨加持我 一切如意。
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8 May
9.47PM
百感交集Part 1
日复一日，年复一年，日子就这样过了。
两个星期的苦噢了过去，途中百感交集，可说是多苦少乐，也可能是因为多慌少勤吧！总是有种想放弃的感觉，很累，很迟疑，很乱，在挣扎，。。。。。。
有时觉得自己在一年半前做出的决定是错误的。但不知不觉当中，关关难过关关过 ，年年难闯年年闯，也闯过来了。一切的一切得来不易，但在这两个星期里好像一切的一切都化为无庸似的，写字笔不顺，答案出差错，。。。 Haiz….
认命- 突然跑到了脑中，真的要这样吗？
半年就这样过了，大多数人都往上爬了但我却逆道而驰，真的要这样吗？
算了
下来就是定“升”或 死 了，但愿平静是雨后有彩虹的征兆，而不是暴风雨来临前那恐怖的肃静。
揭缔，揭缔，波罗揭缔，波罗僧揭缔，菩提萨婆呵 但愿文殊菩萨加持我 一切如意。
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8 May
9.25PM
两个星期的苦噢了过去，途中百感交集，可说是多苦少乐，也可能是因为多慌少勤吧！总是有种想放弃的感觉，很累，很迟疑，很乱，在挣扎，。。。。。。
有时觉得自己在一年半前做出的决定是错误的。但不知不觉当中，关关难过关关过 ，年年难闯年年闯，也闯过来了。一切的一切得来不易，但在这两个星期里好像一切的一切都化为无庸似的，写字笔不顺，答案出差错，。。。 Haiz….
认命- 突然跑到了脑中，真的要这样吗？
半年就这样过了，大多数人都往上爬了但我却逆道而驰，真的要这样吗？
算了
下来就是定“升”或 死 了，但愿平静是雨后有彩虹的征兆，而不是暴风雨来临前那恐怖的肃静。
揭缔，揭缔，波罗揭缔，波罗僧揭缔，菩提萨婆呵 但愿文殊菩萨加持我 一切如意。
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8 May
9.25PM
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Light lol
After one whole week of disaterous paper finally i see light in physics paper 1 . I know it might not be a very high or good mark-34/41 but for now i am contented le. Nvm if i will still fail physics it has been quite a intersting 2 yr fail record but nvm. I should get use to it liao,but....
Chemistry quite or rather very disappointing, haiz....
乱-只有这个字能形容此时。
揭缔，揭缔，波罗揭缔，波罗僧揭缔，菩提萨婆呵 但愿文殊菩萨加持我 一切如意。
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7 May
11.10 AM
Chemistry quite or rather very disappointing, haiz....
乱-只有这个字能形容此时。
揭缔，揭缔，波罗揭缔，波罗僧揭缔，菩提萨婆呵 但愿文殊菩萨加持我 一切如意。
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7 May
11.10 AM
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
the horror
Today is a very very bad day
A maths hope can get a B3 LOL
Bio i give up. I dont mind saying it frankly now i studied everything of 13 chpts out of the 19 i think will come out. 05-0.7 % per chpts for the rest But haiz.....
Luck seems to be going away from me .......
It is like only 10 % of those i studied & managed to memeorise came out. The rest are out of the book, out of the sight like that.
Why why must it be like that ?
不要怨天尤人，要我则么不怨天尤人？这未免也太不公平了吧！
我的心血就这样在一小时四十五分钟里化为污邕！ 天啊！
本以为今天可能不会一败涂地，但人算不如天算，一切正好相反。。。。。。。
算了我死心了，不知明天的一小时我又会则么死。
痛苦绝望，只愿黑暗里有曙光，一切能安好如初
揭缔，揭缔，波罗揭缔，波罗僧揭缔，菩提萨婆呵 但愿文殊菩萨加持我 一切如意。
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6 May
2.21 PM
A maths hope can get a B3 LOL
Bio i give up. I dont mind saying it frankly now i studied everything of 13 chpts out of the 19 i think will come out. 05-0.7 % per chpts for the rest But haiz.....
Luck seems to be going away from me .......
It is like only 10 % of those i studied & managed to memeorise came out. The rest are out of the book, out of the sight like that.
Why why must it be like that ?
不要怨天尤人，要我则么不怨天尤人？这未免也太不公平了吧！
我的心血就这样在一小时四十五分钟里化为污邕！ 天啊！
本以为今天可能不会一败涂地，但人算不如天算，一切正好相反。。。。。。。
算了我死心了，不知明天的一小时我又会则么死。
痛苦绝望，只愿黑暗里有曙光，一切能安好如初
揭缔，揭缔，波罗揭缔，波罗僧揭缔，菩提萨婆呵 但愿文殊菩萨加持我 一切如意。
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6 May
2.21 PM
Friday, May 2, 2008
Haiz.... another day passed by like that bad
Geography how should i say the last question of question 4 about effectiveness one haiz why everyone's answer is different from mine? why ?
Maths no more A1 haiz why i so slow
Nvm what is past is history hope that things will get a little better.
揭缔，揭缔，波罗揭缔，波罗僧揭缔，菩提萨婆呵 但愿文殊菩萨加持我 一切如意。
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2 May
2.40 PM
Geography how should i say the last question of question 4 about effectiveness one haiz why everyone's answer is different from mine? why ?
Maths no more A1 haiz why i so slow
Nvm what is past is history hope that things will get a little better.
揭缔，揭缔，波罗揭缔，波罗僧揭缔，菩提萨婆呵 但愿文殊菩萨加持我 一切如意。
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2 May
2.40 PM
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