Thursday, March 13, 2008

library CIp how it ended,for me

Horrible,child labour.... These are words that can be used to describe the CIP,dunno why the books dun seems to stop coming in one.But nvm after 2 long tedious days,we finally complete 10 hours.好辛苦!

After CIP today went back home with ronald,jeremy . After ronald alighted, jeremy start talking about results. He did not suan me & i felt ok. Later i decided to go to Lot 1,without jeremy. Dunno why while walking around inside Lot 1 suddenly have mood swing,suddenly a sense of hopelessness,thinking that i did badly,I am no good haiz.....rushed into my mind. &... 好像有人将盐巴撒在我的伤口上,很痛,很无助的感觉直到现在那种感觉还在,我回到家了还是。。。。。

不知为何每当人们将我那不可告人的伤口县开时,我都没设么反映。但时间久了可能是麻醉的功能消失了,那一帧帧的痛楚接踵而来。

我的心灵不知为何,越来越憔悴了!希望。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
雨过天晴,柳暗花明又一春

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13 mar
07;11 PM

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